Happy New Year! 2011 sure was quite a year of self-discovery for me. When I think back to a year ago, and throughout different periods of the year, it feels more like 3 years of time to me.
Here’s some interesting stats about my public content creation during 2011…
977 = Notes Written
16 = Blogs Written
2 = Hours of Audio~100,000 words of content created by me. To my surprise, this is the equivalent of a long PhD dissertation or a 400 page book!
This year was actually pretty good to me. Let’s see if I can’t make 2012 even better!! 
One of the most common flaws of wantrepreneurs is that they create products/services for idealized prospects that they can’t affordably & profitably access. You must profitably connect offering -to- channel -to- prospects.
Sure your ideal prospects might possibly exist out there and you might possibly have the right offering for them. However, your business plan will likely be shot to shit if you didn’t take the marketing channels into strategic & financial consideration. Each channel is a sea of differing prospects you pay for, where some channels can include some filtering capabilities, but you’re still limited by your money & manpower for making it effectively convert. If you didn’t strategically & financially consider your offering, channel, and prospects as an integrated play (similar to marketing mix), then you’re likely screwed.
Why do two people often pretend to be very thankful for what the other person gives them, when really it’s just okay. The reason is due to fear of losing it and then getting nothing from then on. However, why don’t people just openly discuss what they truly want & value, then create an exchange that they’re honestly super excited about. Oh, fear of rejection? We all do this to some extent. Compare your words of care to your actions of care, and the same of others in your life. If you value the person and what you have with them, then why not invest a little openness & strategy to make it even better, based on both of your individual desires?
Sometimes I talk about me, you, others, and the world. Don’t take it personally. Or do. Who cares.
Breakdown your desires to their fundamental components and strategically think about how effectively your pursuits in life produce them compared to the alternatives.
Future generations of humanity get to live their dream lives, full of all their custom desires, within a simulated reality. Just because it still takes a lot of effort & resources in today’s physical world, why not still pursue your most potent desires throughout your human lifetime?
When the fundamentals of life are good, then it’s about resources, relationships, & desires for producing more pleasure/happiness.
Remember that your desires are variable, so you’ll want to build multivariate desire fulfillment into your dream life.
Without creating it through wealth, where is there an opportunity in commerce where the consistent long-term experience is personally blissful? Maybe there are a few of these out there for a few people’s desires. But, what I learned long ago about the way of the world is that the demands of commerce & work are not optimized for personal bliss, hardly at all, even in cush gigs, for many reasons. Shit, even most people can’t achieve this experience within their own personal relationships. The way to do it is by subsidizing your bliss with excess wealth, so the focus can be on your own evolving handcrafted desires, not other things like the requests, demands, terms, expectations, timeframes, desires, etc of others.
When mainstream morality was a different way before your generation, and a different way after your generation, and a different way in other parts of the world during your generation, do you really think your mainstream morality is absolute & timeless? In reality, your beliefs are about as timeless & universal as the pet rock.
Some people have an emotional aversion to having others pay them too much for something, where paying them money has become a loaded/charged concept onto itself. However, in many of the same people, if they were bartering or trading something for something else other than money, they wouldn’t feel ashamed seeking out a person who valued what they have a lot more and is willing to exchange a higher value thing for what they’re giving up.
Like if you were trading your car for a boat, then you would probably want to look around a bit to find the person who had the biggest need/desire for your car and the best boat that they were willing to give to you in return.
The emotionally charged issue has to do with perceiving money-based prices as a basis of social integrity to the faceless public and “selling” as a predatory act that’s done to “buyers”. When really money was created to make barter/commerce/trade more efficient, accessible, & secure. In reality it’s actually still just multiple parties seeking the best trade out that they can, based on their current need/desire. So if you wouldn’t be afraid to barter & trade item for item with the person who values yours the most, then it’s stupid to feel afraid about seeking out others who value what your trading the most, who happen to be trading you pieces of paper with more zeros on the end.
They only give up what they do because what they’re getting from you is more valuable to them. There is no inherent reason to predetermine the value of your good/service based on the average or lowest common denominator person out there who would be interested in trading with you. Instead, consider trading with the people who have a stronger need/desire and higher valuation of what you’ve got available for them.
The more value you have for people, the more you’ll realize that “buying” can be just as predatory of an act done upon “sellers”. Really, it’s all just free parties engaging in free trade.
Your money is no good to me. I only accept copious amounts of sex & love. 
In the same way that one might professionally manage a portfolio of financial investments, this is how I view my own custom array of personal desires. In both scenarios, one has finite resources (money vs. time) and the opportunities (investments vs. desires) have various odds of payoffs (profits vs. pleasure). So you could say I’m like a professional hedonist who shrewdly manages his portfolio of desires. In the same way that average investors invest into common low performing investments, like mutual funds or time deposits, average people typically invest their life into common low performing desires, like professional careers, watching sports, or traditional family. There’s so much more ROI to be had within your unallocated subconscious desires. Get yourself a few consistent ten baggers and then you’ll understand.
Within periods of our life that include deep connection & fun experiences, time seems to slow down and we view life from within the timeless pleasurable feeling of this. Outside of this, we can better see the horizontal timeline of our life, which makes it seem to go by much faster & mechanically. For much happier experience, you want to achieve the life conditions that more consistently produce the timeless experience. Here’s how to do that… Simplified Structure for Life Happiness
What if you assumed that EVERYONE was self-interested in EVERYTHING they do in life? What qualities would make you still really love a person, despite this? Guess what… Welcome to humanity.
You know those rare occasions when uncontrollably weird & existential states of mind happen to you, like…
- Things get unnaturally weird while communicating with a person and you both go silent and are just observing each other in weirded out states while having an internal panic attack.
- You briefly perceive distances of space as distorted, like you feel like 5 feet in front of you is 100 feet, or 5 feet in front of you is 5 inches. I wonder if claustrophobia can induce this distorted state of mind? I think my fear of heights can.
- Your mind disconnects from a smooth perception of tangible reality and instead starts uncontrollably seeing & emotionally feeling a rush of hard, edgy, violent imagery. Almost like the texture of the room is viscerally attacking you for no reason while you’re trying to stay calm & focused.
Assuming I’m not the only crazy person who experiences these types of existential perceptions on rare occasion (not on drugs)… I’m going to refer to these as “existential mindfucks”. So when was your last existential mindfuck?
Physically speaking, I’m willing to get dirty, but I’m not willing to be dirty. Mentally speaking, fuck it.
If u can read this message, then… PWEEZE BWING ME JUICY JUICE!!!!! PWEEEEEEZE!!!!! My Mommy wran out and won’t go to the stowre. SOS!!!
You sometimes do crazy psycho things when you think you’re all alone. But I know… my cute little psycho.
Yes, I might wanna be sexual for 12+ hours a day, while you might only be good for a few hours each day. That’s okay though… This is what your sisters are for. With a full dugout, there’s always somebody on deck to play some loveball with me.
Did you know that entrepreneurs need to SPECIALIZE their expertise in order to be predictably successful?
Yup, it’s true. Just like a doctor or lawyer, entrepreneurship essentially requires specialization, if you don’t want your pursuits to turn into long-term self-employment.
You can keep on fighting to earn a self-employed living and maybe over time create a relatively stable $100k/yr income. If that’s what you want, then that’s honestly great. Just keep on fighting & working in the world of self-employment.
However, if you want to upgrade yourself to being a professional entrepreneur and actually put the odds in your favor for getting rich, then you have to specialize within at least one of the core technical business building skills. You have to become a true technical master at one of these and choose a strategically smart business opportunity & model out in the big bad world of commerce to build it with. Until then, you’ll likely just be guessing & fighting.
Kids & pets don’t play games with their love. They either engage or disengage out of genuine feelings. They don’t pretend just so they can feed off of you.
You’re going to spend your whole life subconsciously chasing more pleasure/happiness. So you might as well align your conscious identity & decisions with this reality. You’ll end up happier that way.
This is the excuse that we’re making. Is it good enough for what you’re paying?
You’ve heard of the Anti-Christ? Well, I’m basically building the Anti-Google. It’s not what you think, but is still pretty killer.
Girls who worship ass get 2 gold stars and some reciprocal ass play back from me. The gold stars are so you can prove to your parents that you’re still a good girl.
Attack money. Don’t just watch it go by.
Build traps, drop bombs, throw spears, or tackle it personally, but do attack that shit.
I expect to always be being paid money. More money comes to me daily via my online accounts. People should be paying me money whenever they see or speak to me. I am simply the rightful owner of all this money. Even more love & pleasure is created in the world when the money is put into my hands. Pay me more money now.
That meat is not simply a “food product” that you bought as a meal. That “meat” is literally a body part just recently ripped out of a dead animal body, who has a face, brain, & skeleton, where that chunk of flesh traveled on a truck to your local town for you to stick inside of your mouth and swallow.
It’s literally no different than your own body being gutted & consumed by other people. However, if you’re talking about a “meat patty” then it’d be more like the inside body parts of all the people in your surrounding neighborhood being gutted and blended into a combined mixture of flesh for you to then bite into and swallow. Oh and don’t mind the eye balls that got mixed in. It adds flavor you’ll enjoy.
You see why I had no problem going vegetarian/vegan this month?
This month, I stopped cold turkey with eating meat. Pun intended! 
…Here’s the details.
Barbie & Ken have just about played themselves out of modern youth culture. To stay relevant in future generations, they’re gonna have to get tatted up and take on an alternative lifestyle. Sorry beach blonde jocks & babes. Your style just won’t cut it here in the 21st century. We kids have evolved to more complex & grungy identities.
As an entrepreneur, to be predictably successful, either you become a true specialist within one or the other…
- Selling via Presenting, Dealmaking, or Marketing
- Corp Dev via Team Building & Raising Capital
The problem is that most entrepreneurs are running around trying to do these business building activities without having built any real expertise yet. This is where the rubber meets the road for predictably producing success. These are the necessary forms of specialization for an entrepreneur.
Learn to say what you want in life with certainty, but not in an intimidating way, rather in an enticing way with a flavor of true joy attached. This can help your desires become more attractive to others.
I wanna wake up and play “house” all day with my friends. Of course, the adult version. I get to play a kid role. I might need a spanking, then some family love.
My friends are my family. The overwhelming majority of my family members are people I have not met in my journey of life yet. I so can’t wait to meet and live a life of ecstasy in wonderland with you wicked little bitches!!
My Mommy is cute, warm, loving, playful, intimate, young at heart, creative, and hot. My Mommy knows just how to make love to a small 11 year old penis after tucking me into bed and reading me her favorite Bible verses from Jesus. Merry Christmas, Mommy!! I wuv u.
The holy grail of frontend marketing for bootstrapped startups is an efficient & scalable source of profitable leads that takes very little exploratitve capital to discover & develop. I’ve never found this yet. Search engines are typically about the best. I’m currently working on a secret method that could be this holy grail though. Will know in 2012 whether it is or not.
I’ve found and conceded that the subconscious barrier between the mindset of obligation & inspiration is often very thin. Often our commitment to our inspired desires quickly turns into a sense of obligation and we disengage from the work/pursuit. Although we want our desires to materialize ASAP, setting deadlines or expectations of time can flip the switch of your mindset from initial inspiration to a mindset of follow-through obligation. Then your action consistently becomes a chore and your timeframes become more extended & meaningless.
The results are going to take however long they mechanically take. What matters is that you keep the motivation up in your mindset, so that your action can stay fairly consistent. If you actually understand what it will take and are committed to going through the work of your pursuit, then I think it’s often better to protect & enhance your inspiration/desire, versus judging yourself into a mindset of obligation/chores. Don’t micro-manage yourself. Instead, consistently macro-inspire yourself!
Human beings are the most valuable thing in the world, because our top desires are that of deep human connection.
When you go hardcore with shit, you miss out on the deeply rich pleasures of enchantment. Trust me, I know this firsthand.
I’m going to spend $100,000+ cash traveling to figure out where home is going to be for me.
My guess is that it will end up being somewhere in California, Florida, or Hawaii, of which I’ve vacationed to all of these before.
I’m looking for the right mixture of these qualities within a city…
- Year-round warm weather, but I also like a good amount of rain too
- Personally comfortable homey & connected, yet modern feel
- Visual enchantment & inspiration to the physical atmosphere
- Decent youth population & youth culture
Who are you a secret admirer of? If you could pick just one new person from all of your non-famous online or real life friends to have a romantic relationship with in your lifetime, then who would it be? …I’m not telling you. She is so amazingly beautiful.
What are squirrels doing out in the world right now? You’re just an animal blob of matter too. You have no inherent obligations. You are free. Go be happy. Opt out of everything else.
Your society’s configuration and your body’s cells are consistently resetting themselves. So why not reset your mind/life too? The world has changed to something brand new. Your body is made up of brand new matter. Shit changes without notice all the time. How about you allow yourself to reset your perspective on your life, and just delete the suboptimal obligations to focus on thoughts, feelings, tasks, ideas, plans, memories, people, etc? Poof!! It’s all gone. You now have a clean slate to optimally begin anew with the rest of your human life. So what do you really want your life to be, in its purest form?
If you wanna really maximize your one short human life, then here’s some key assets to have in it…
- Financial Wealth
- Physical Health
- Emotional Development
- Courage/Confidence
- Nonmonogamy Lifestyle
- Deep Self-Discovery of Identity & Desires
- Fun Family of Deep Friendships
- Creative Self-Expression
- World Travel with Friends
You aren’t living your true personal values until you make yourself a black sheep to mainstream society. Then, without acceptance, you can discover what you truly connect with & desire, as you’ll no longer be always subconsciously sucking on the big teat of social acceptability. This will all sound somewhat fake or inaccurate to you, until you actually go through it. You are much more alternative than you know. Here’s your new game plan.
When I see kids being raised in conservative religious families/schools/communities, it makes me fucking cringe, due to the stifling of the real identities, personalities, beliefs, & desires of these kids within such a cookie-cutter culture. They even physically look horribly repressed in their cotton dress uniforms, as I did, afraid of desire & self-expression. These parents should be cringing too, because I’m the byproduct of their homogenized shit. But I saved myself. Double P’s be damned to heaven.
It’s a cool combo to be exhibitionistic yet feel invisible, as it escalates the authenticity of public self-expression.
I foresee the further mainstream merging of pop, electronic, metal, & rap music, making mainstream shit more hedonistically grungy overall. I feel like this will help expand alternative culture much more and maybe even be a large catalyst for alternative sexuality at some point. If so, then future generations will be super yum to love & play with.
Being openly strong enough to bring another mutual lover into your family every few years or so can be a fundamentally great way to keep your romantic relationships from normalizing into routine experiences. Compersion baby.
People who base their happiness on telling themselves that they’re happy are like incestuous cannibals. Their frail happiness becomes their own self-persuasion and consumes their mental capacity for a more fulfilling experience of life.
The best sounding music to me would probably include a dynamic assembly of transcendent electronic melodies, grungy industrial sounds, blissful female vocals, and gritty female vocals. All of this would make my ears start cumming.
Listening to the Hackers (1995) movie soundtrack. Too 1337 for u fukken n00bz!
I should create a new vision board to help catalyze my testing of this new desire based motivational approach to achievement. Haven’t done so since before my personal transformation.
I’m now debating whether to largely abandon traditional motivation for accomplishing results in my life for the foreseeable future. I’m considering adopting a mindset primarily of internal focus on desire. Under this mindset, I’d primarily retreat into my own internal experience of visualizing & feeling my own desires (which I do a lot of anyway) and then largely take action out of more pure emotional alignment with those feelings & desires, instead of primarily based on simple external logic.
On the surface, this would look like some law of attraction stuff. However, it’s not, but rather a strategy for cultivating & sustaining a lot more motivation for my pursuits in life that take real work & effort. This is certainly not my default mindset towards achievement, as I am very Newtonian (mechanical) with strategic achievement. However, as a human nature psychologist, I’ve always paid close attention to my motivation with enabling my achievement. It looks like this approach may potentially give me a net gain in results for a tradeoff between motivation & mechanics.
Maybe I should try it out for a while. It would take a solid commitment in managing my mindset though.
The pleasure of achievement is usually more of a “winning” emotion or one of “potential” opening up in your life, or an indirect & clouded experience of human connection.
After my personal transformation, I largely gave up on achievement hedonism (concept), because these feelings (concept) are simply not as deeply potent as the feelings of enchantment & deep desires of social hedonism.
Achievement rarely makes timeless feelings of love, pleasure, happiness pour out of people (concept) or induce a transcendent state (concept).
However, when you haven’t achieved big results in life yet, it’s easy to be subconsciously seduced into the mainstream achievement values of our society (concept).
Don’t get me wrong, achievement has its place. However, there is much more potent pleasure that you can pursue (concept) that you probably can’t visualize or connect with yet. Achievement is a solid, concrete, measurable thing in front of you, and our society loves it, but it’s not that great for ultra deep pleasure. The deep & subtle nuances of human connection that geometrically skyrocket internal pleasure are psychologically hidden. But so fucking worth it!!
If you’re fairly good with understanding the magnitude of large money amounts, then you can pretty easily get a simple grasp of data sizes in computers. Here’s the direct comparison…
- $1 Trillion = 1 Terabyte (TB) = 1,000,000,000,000
- $1 Billion = 1 Gigabyte (GB) = 1,000,000,000
- $1 Million = 1 Megabyte (MB) = 1,000,000
- $1 Thousand = 1 Kilobyte (KB) = 1,000
- $1 Dollar = 1 Byte (B) = 1
Computer file sizes are typically always getting bigger in society, but here’s some typical sizes you’d expect to see today…
- 1 text document typically = 25KB, 25 Kilobytes (25,000B)
- 1 picture file typically = 500KB, 500 Kilobytes (500,000B)
- 1 music file typically = 5MB, 5 Megabytes (5,000,000B)
- 1 ten minute video typically = 100MB, 100 Megabytes (100,000,000B)
- 1 dvd disc typically = 9GB, 9 Gigabytes (9,000,000,000B)
- 1 new hard drive typically = 1TB, 1 Terabyte (1,000,000,000,000B)
Getting a little bit more complex…
If you’re confused about what’s the difference between a bit & a byte…
It is just two different formats for measuring the same data size. Like metric (meters) vs. imperial (feet).
1 byte is made up of 8 bits. Meaning that there are 8 bits for every single byte.
So if you convert 1,000 bytes into the language of bits, then 1,000 bytes is the same as 8,000 bits.
Bytes are abbreviated with a capital letter B, like 1,000 KB or 1 MB.
Bits are abbreviated with a lowercase letter b, like 8,000 Kb or 8 Mb.
When computer file sizes are talked about, they are usually talked about in the language of bytes (B), like 100 MB.
When internet download speeds are talked about, they are usually talked about in the language of bits (b) per second, like 10 Mb/second.
Strategic achievement is all about upping the odds via your strategy & action. Results = Strategy x Action x Chance
The evolution of technology & commerce very often advance our social evolution, but can often fracture the focus of human connection throughout society. And human connection is the #1 pillar of personal happiness.
I want to you kneel down, pull down my Lamb Chop underwear, and take me into your face hole. …NOW!!!
I think social evolution does generally progress towards our greater happiness & pleasure. However, you’ll be long dead before general society truly fulfills you, so go discover & experience your own personal desires to their fullest.
So when are you going to join my poly family? So much love & play is waiting for you here.
Your red hair is so beautiful. When we fuck our fire crotches are like twin flames. Pretty redheaded unicorn.
Dominance & submission, the D/s part of BDSM, can invoke many people’s fears, but it is actually a natural part of your human nature psychology. People actually engage D/s aspects of their personality and relationships all the time without realizing it. Though, using these interpersonal dynamics sexually, in a safe, sane, & consensual way, can likely give you a whole new world of pleasure & happiness that you haven’t fully experienced before. So, looking deep into yourself… Are you sexually a Dominant (Dom/Domme) or a submissive (sub), or both (Switch)? I’m more dominant in my everyday life, but sexually am a switch with a stronger submissive side. So make me your bitch pleasure boy, cause I’ve been being really naughty lately and just need to worship you.
I really wish I was born with a pussy that could be fucked. I guess I’ll just have to settle for my asshole. If you’re a girl, then I bet you secretly wouldn’t mind experiencing having a cock sometimes. Yeah, they’re fun to play with too.
To be honest, I’ve always been extraordinarily intelligent (figuring things out) throughout my life, but used to not be notably traditionally smart (possessing technical knowledge). However, in recent years of my life, I’ve gotten to be pretty smart too. But, one side effect of being a smart technical minded person, is that you tend to automatically use smart academic sounding words, more for an internal sense of precision & accuracy. I don’t mean to sound like an ass stuffed professor at times, so please forgive me, my cerebral bitches!!
I think of blondes & redheads as being like hot exotic sports cars. Darker hair is just too normal and average looking most of the time. Although, it depends on the individual person’s look, cause they can be hot too. But blondes & redheads are my ideal preference. If I had to pick one of the two, I’m not sure I could. Says a fire crotched strawberry blonde, himself.
People sell parts of their body every single day, including…
- The content & function of their mind
- The labor of their hands
- Their blood, marrow, semen, eggs, etc
- The strength of their muscle
- The auditory performance of their voice
- The visual performance of their body image & movement
- Their physical body shape & measurements
- The exposure of their body to new substances
- Their womb for impregnation
- Etc
People sell these aspects of their own personal body for all types of motives & applications.
So why hate on other free human beings who actively want or choose to sell the sexuality of their bodies?
I’m personally offering you my body. Wanna? Yeah, but you can’t afford me.
If I doubled your annual salary, with benefits, would you come work on my life, strategically & entrepreneurially working to make my experience of it more awesome & pleasurable? If so, then how could you really help enhance my life for me?
People often qualify others by prior results. Yet achieved results aren’t always indicative of true capability, because too often many uncontrollable factors go into making people’s success or failure. However, if one hasn’t achieved something yet, and is being considered for doing so, then their technical knowledge, technical skills, resources, & commitment, must be scrutinized more carefully, as this is the real basis for true capability.
Strategically building serious wealth is functionally about compounding financial return on investment, either through financial investments in economic assets or through engaging human commerce with sales/marketing campaigns. At what rate does your activity or holdings compound money? Average peeps are proud of 10% ROI per year. True professionals work to engineer that kind of ROI per day!
I think I might want to get a bit more into formally studying law in the future. I’ve always been interested by law and try to keep myself more informed than the typical person. For example, I’ve read a dozen or two DIY legal books and have written a couple hundred pages of custom legal agreements for my business dealings. But my purpose here would be more for sociological understanding, rather than my own functionality, but I wouldn’t mind being armored up with more functional capability too. So much fun obscure stuff to pursue in life!
Until we get nanobots, love will be the most potent pleasure inducing drug known to man. Even drug addicts long for deep human connection. You can’t escape human nature, unless you seriously hack your biology.
I just recalled the hedonistic bliss I had back in 2005. Ah, damn, so simplistic & borderline narcissistic. The good ‘ole days of my youth.
Girl, I’m primarily submissive, so you’re gonna have to take control in this poke session. Have your way with my body.
If you’re only primarily stuck on the hedonistic sexual vibe of shit being hot, and can’t connect to truly deep feelings of love & intimacy, then bridge the gap with your secret fantasies of incest. You’ll find plenty of both love & lust within yourself there.
You’re an animal who can buy into the existing culture of your society, or you can custom create your own, based on what you truly desire & believe.
You don’t ultimately want a commercial barrier between you and your human connection with people. You want raw personal connection that fulfills your deepest desires. Commerce & professional relationships usually fuck that up!
Here’s how many people have already lived & died before you… 100,000,000,000
Narratophilia is like porn, in that it’s often more satisfying when it has some character & intimacy to it. Also, this usually makes for a deeper mindfucking of Double P’s (professionals & puritans), which I love to do.
She likes her pie hole covered with cream. Can you blame her? My shit is delish.
Sweetie, why does your vag smell like the horse again? I thought we talked about this.
When it comes to people acquisition & influence, I like direct marketing best, then delegated networking, then brand building, then personal networking last.
Your self-discovery is only like 10% done. You still have 90% of yourself to explore & discover. Meaning, you barely know yourself & what makes you truly happy. How good could your experience of life get if you understood yourself with that much more depth & breadth? Correct answer… Really fucking goooooooood! …Self-Discovery, bitch. Embrace it.
Being a rich guy is kinda the equivalent to being a hot girl. You get more attention, but a lot of it is shallow. Use your guns wisely.
Don’t let outside events & pressure invade the experience of your home base. Make a place/routine/vibe that you can always feel totally at home within as your true inner self and treat it as your sanctuary. Work throughout your life to extend this out to other areas of your life so that you always feel at home.
Here’s a breakdown of the components of human desire…
- Feelings: At the root of your desires is the motivation to feel pleasurable emotions.
…Basic Example: Feeling deep love.
- Meaning: Your sense of subconscious personal meaning is what determines the feelings that come from your experiences.
…Basic Example: Maybe, to you, receiving physical affection in enough of the right way means a person really loves you.
- Experiences: The stimuli for invoking this sense of personal meaning are your experiences. Experience = Mindset + Activity + Conditions
…Basic Example: Romantically having sex with your significant other after watching others be romantic.
However, here’s the key…
In reality, there’s a lot of rich complexity to our desires, so there are many components of experience, meaning, & feelings going on simultaneously for us, including multiple layers of meaning, which determines the level of pleasure/happiness we receive from them.
And becoming conscious of more of your desires and their components can help you pursue & experience your desires more often & potently, versus simply pursuing them through general societal convention & routine. You can get ultra customized with the ongoing pursuit of your desires and engineer maximal happiness!
For more on understanding your own subconscious mind, see the Simplified Model of Human Psychology.
There’s always conscious & subconscious factors. There’s always intended & unintended effects. If you primarily look at the conscious & intended aspects in life, then you really don’t understand that much about it. There’s a much deeper sea of complexity going on with the subconscious & unintended aspects in life.
Love actually can be boughten. I plan to buy a whole lot of it in my lifetime. Why? Cause there’s no better way to sustain that much of it in perpetual alignment with one’s most potent desires. This is how you also buy true happiness & fulfillment.
Just stocked my fridge with organic hippie food after going vegetarian/vegan this week. No ingesting of gross dead animal carcass & bodily fluids for me!! Keep it clean.
I don’t like filters of communication unless it is for the purpose of hedonistic enhancement. Otherwise, just say what’s on your fucking mind without filtering it…please. You can’t fool a human nature psychologist anyway.
Did you know that banks & insurance companies aren’t really there to provide you banking & insurance? You see, banking & insurance are just financial service fronts. Their real business is to be a highly profitable investment company on the backend and acquire ownership in assets throughout the world with your money. As a client, you’re actually the investor in them, but you get zero equity in the investments.
I’m pretty dang good at information architecture without being a specialist.
If you could write a detailed fiction story that would become your life experience, how outrageously cool/special/unique/pleasurable could you make it? So… Go do it!! Your life is your own personal wonderland. Transcend the bland experience of normal reality and custom create your own.
What kind of human being do you really want to live as? Fuck all of that other shit and become this.
I could dedicate my mind to solving some of the big issues of humanity, like I once was, but where would the extreme fun & pleasure be in that? Let’s get filthy rich & play till we die!!
I’m going to try to get seriously back into my health & nutrition now, done vegetarian style. Trying not to make it a big chore either, but simple & good feeling.
Marketing is ultimately psychological. Upgrade from being a traditional marketer to being a psychological marketer. Here’s the quick basics in this note.
I can be a bit of a clean freak at times. But, it’s okay, I make up for that with my really dirty mind. You?
Being blatantly you is some of the best marketing for attracting your true friends in life. Even proudly expressing your alt & edgy bits. Otherwise, they won’t like you. They’ll just like your facade of acceptability. You don’t want to attract those kinds of people. You want to repel them and let your true friends decide to love you for you. Are you a true friend?
I love going clothes shopping with cool chicks, picking out cute stuff, trying it on, and buying it for them. A very fun source of lite exhibitionistic sexual connection. People stare cause we do it hedonistically.
Where there’s strong economic demand, a portion of humanity will seek to supply it, no matter what it is, even against threat of violence.
Social Human Nature = Desires > Relationships > People
Social Expectations = People > Relationships > Desires
Society…we have a problem!
How often do lovers stay active friends after a breakup? A solid indicator that we always wanted our own desires fulfilled versus wanting the person for their own individual merit. Not an inherently bad thing. Just human nature. Componentize your specific win/win desires with people, including the ways you want to experience connection & love. It’s how you get more & lose less.
With what you need, either you figure out how to eliminate it or you figure out how to acquire it.
After many years of intensely seeking out a core understanding of myself and the world, I’ve concluded that the best world to focus on living in is one of your own making. It’s about happiness, which is about deep fulfillment of your desires, which will never be sustained by the real world. The most intelligent thing to do is create your own storybook identity & life within your own bubble world along with your favorite types of peeps. You can go so much much further with your experience of life this way.
I push the limits with you because I want there to be no limits between us. I want to love you so raw with every fucking ounce of me. I want us to transcend this reality and become one together. I love you so goddamn much.
You often architect your life decisions on long-term happiness, but your pursuits only survive on short-term pain/pleasure.
It is often helpful for my personal happiness to bounce between these two life perspectives…
- That the clock is running out fast, I’m soon going to be permanently dead & gone, and nothing matters but getting short-term pleasure here & now.
- That my life has just been restarted, everything is new & reset again, and I have an infinite amount of time ahead of me to explore what makes me very happy.
They both become temporary emotional traps after a while, so feeling that resistance is when I know to switch from one to the other. But they do often give me a more optimal frame of emotional context to approach life through.
If you were a girl, then you’d get off on wearing cute shit too. Too bad you’re just a dude.
You say you want to know just how deep the rabbit hole goes. Yet I’ve already showed you part way and you’ve shied away like a little bitch. I’m not going to force you to see the matrix.
“This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Remember, all I’m offering is the truth. Nothing more.”
Sometimes they feel good. Sometimes they feel bad. Sometimes they’re just there. What are relationships anyway?
You may think it’s a loss of opportunity to not be normal, but normal people rarely execute & convert on their true desires…because they’re normal. That said, effective is still effective. Be optimally custom, yet aspire to your own unique essence of identity & desire. Get alt with your fake vanilla self.
If you understood the meaningless subconscious drivers for why you do what you do, would you change?
The bell is a critical component to make you drop money in. Without the bell, you wouldn’t be a douche. With the bell, you are, if you don’t.
My family is a sexual family. Parents fucking kids. Kids fucking siblings & cousins. Aunts & uncles fucking nieces & nephews. Of course the grownups swing too. We do it all in the name of love.
If you want to maximize your unique experiences, you’ll likely have to face violating many relationship expectations. Tough one.
Here’s a good litmus test for desire…
With what you do, is there anything else not directly related, that, if presented & offered to you in the moment, you’d get really excited and go experience it instead?
Yeah, you see, this is why sexuality is the peak of life for me. With the bulk of my lifetime, what else would I rather be doing than engaging in sexual connection? Usually, nothing.
Remember that transcendent excitement you had as a little kid, even when doing some pretty basic things, like just being out at night on vacation or being with friends at a sleepover? What’s stopping you from having this feeling in your everyday life again? Oh, you’ve got to “achieve” it now, huh?
If sex has largely normalized for you, then you probably haven’t connected it to your intricate array of desires for human connection. Human connection surely doesn’t normalize for you, so sex doesn’t have to either. Stop simply having sex and start experiencing sex through your human connection desires.
When you get naked and start penetrating each other in various positions, you then usually establish a limited trajectory of pleasure. If you remain at least partially clothed and continually tease throughout, then the pleasure of sex can usually last a lot longer. You can even make the pleasure of your sexual play last throughout the entire day.
“The Sword in the Stone” is just another name for a chastity belt. LET ME OUT!!
Note to self… I really need to think more storybook & wonderland like in my life. Too much mechanics & logic going on in my mind still to maximize the pleasure of my life experience.
“Marriage is a contract, not a perpetual tryst.” …Sounds about right to me. So why do such a stupid thing?
Why do girls with more naturally squinted eyes often look noticeably hotter to me? Might be a sub thing. Like a look of pleasure & scolding mixed.
Almost always, people don’t ultimately buy because of what’s in your presentation or pitch. People buy because of their own internal pain or desires. You can’t manufacture that out of thin air. The motivation source for a sale is something that’s already pre-established within people. Your job is to simply discover & target it, not to manufacture a persuasive sounding pitch based on your own intuition. Their strong personal pain & desires are the real source of market demand & buying temperature. Cut through the competition for their dollar and make sure your concepts & language specifically engage their strongest source of pain or desire that your offering can aid. Niche & segment your products & marketing based on these key factors, before the competition does.
Why is it that almost all doctors don’t leave their patents with a clear understanding of what they discover & conclude? After each visit, no matter what type, but especially more important ones, they should really write down the key terms of what conditions in your body are discovered, the primary indicators & symptoms used to identify them, and the primary optional & recommended treatment options.
They’re probably just being strategically lazy, numbers focused, risk mitigating peeps by keeping a cloud of confusion around their patients health care. Just at least leave me with the basic written info of what’s going on so that I can look it up online and get some real understanding of it. Your quick verbal explanations in your office don’t really help because it’s impossible to remember and understand how concepts relate to each other. How about I rattle off some technical expertise shit and expect you to retain & understand it well after a few minutes.
I’m going to start getting individual doctors who will facilitate this consistent process with me, but the health care industry as a whole should do this. At least doctors who care or who want to develop an even more successful practice will start leaving their patients with a clear, written, basic understanding of what’s going on with their body & treatments. The cloud of confusion you leave patients with does not make them want to do more business with you. Step up!
A veneer of selflessness is often used as a technology to dampen the rejection of pursuing misaligned self-interest. Not a pure solution, but it’s a tactic. Here’s something better… Win/Win via Mutual Self-Interest
It’s fun to look at a virtual globe, zooming in & out of various countries, imagining a future of making love to cool chicks from around the world. All world leaders should do some international swinging like this, because then they’d be much less inclined to nuke a country where they have a lover. Make international love, not war.
Here’s the general stages of hedonistic personal life development I recommend…
- 1. Mainstream Liberation: (permanently separate from typical identity & society)
- 2. Self-Discovery of Raw Desires: (explore your hidden subconscious desires)
- 3. Create/Discover Alternative Identity: (become truly you based on your desires)
- 4. Self-Expression Practice & Tuning: (outwardly live as the true you in key areas)
- 5. Create Deep Relationships with Your Types: (align with your identity & desires)
- 6. Convert into Desire Fulfillment: (experience most potent desires with them)
- 7. Maximize Experience of Desires: (get maximal enjoyment out of your desires)
Each one of these is a big life asset that needs serious development for you to truly become & live as the best, most happy, most pleasured version of you. So each stage may take several months, if not multiple years. You can work on them in sequential blocks, simultaneously, or in successive waves of improvement, if you please. The key is true growth, not procedure.
If you do it properly, then your old mainstream self probably won’t recognize or approve of your new alternative self. However, you’d rather die than go back to a mainstream identity & lifestyle once you fully embrace the truly unique person buried deep inside of you.
As far as well developed assets go, I’m at stage #4 right now. Although, I had some unique advantages in the self-discovery department, it’s only been about a year & a half since my personal transformation, which was stage #1 for me.
I’m still growing in my self-expression, but have become pretty decently adept at it this year. So my next big challenge will be in building more personal relationships that align with my desires.
I can’t wait until video phones become the standard of communication, because I can often connect & persuade well when face to face. Voice only feels too impersonal when making first contact for me to be really effective. Many people will feel more uncomfortable with video, but, for me, it will enable a new greater means of producing social capital. Let’s cyber, baby!!
The more we all buy into society’s sense of importance & meaning, the more dependent we will be on achieving success & status in society’s eyes, just in order to be able to deeply connect with & fulfill personal desires with each other as we really wanted to all along upfront. Here I am, raw, unfiltered, genuinely human, ready for you now. Drop the bullshit lifestyle and let’s create a wonderland together.
Society is a collective machine that needs & wants your production and consumption value. You are an individual human being who needs & wants love, fun, adventure, expression, growth, and pleasure. Don’t make the mistake of focusing the experience of your human life through society’s motivations. You’ll only be celebrated as society’s bitch as long as you play ball. There’s much more to unlock in your life while being human.
Your society taught you that success & achievement are of high importance, because that is what is best for it. However, there are much greater & richer sources of fulfillment, if you learn to completely disconnect from the values of general society and embrace your own sense of personal experience. Magic moments don’t have to merely last a moment.
My heart is full of love. Here, try a piece. Yum, tastes good, doesn’t it? Yeah, it’s my own special recipe. Don’t worry, I’ve got plenty more for you, sweet little human.
Music & sex go together like pineapple & pizza. They’re like pure ecstasy to my biomatter.
How much will you pay me to suck your cock? Okay, that’s doable. Are you a girl? What??…No!! Fine, then the price just quadrupled, bitch!!
Men are a sub form of human that should be worshiping women, all day, every day.
Goddamn, my body feels really intimately good. You should really try out this shit of mine in this short lifetime. Yeah…you, human girl!!
Can anyone recommend a good ass dildo? Not too big, because, while I’m not a virgin, I’m not all gaped out…yet.
Canadians seem to be liking my blog recently. Hello there, you ultra sexy hockey chicks.
Why would a person care to regulate the morality of other people’s own individual & consensual social lives? This is such a douchey position to take, because it means that, while they are alive, and even well after their death, they want to make other free people live according to their way or be punished. But, at the same time, they would never accept the reverse of somebody else’s moral judgment & regulation being put upon them, because that would be “immortal”. The Double P (professional & puritan) way of life is notorious for breeding these types, who, even for other people’s lives, regard their own personal morals as higher & more governing than individual liberty. For a libertarian like me, this common stance towards freedom & morality is truly a sick sadistic perversion of closed minded self-righteousness. But, I do support their right to think & speak like a narcissistic sicko. As an exhibitionistic, dark ageplaying, hedonistic, poly, narratophilic, nympho, they probably think the same of me. The only difference is that they’ll be the first ones to offensively raise a weapon & use violent force, if not personally, then by their state sponsored morality enforcement. Like I said… real douchey.
Ha! What an awesome term… “relationship anarchy”
Relationship anarchy does not divide relationships of partners and non-partners, or open and closed relationships, but rather takes the stance of supporting any consensual present agreement of platonic or sexual connection between individuals.
This term falls inline with my free love & more love philosophy. We are all just individuals perpetually seeking happiness. Love is not meant to be an obligation. Consider me a relationship anarchist.
You actually do consume many bits of your own body, as well as other people’s bodies, every single day. You sick naughty cannibal, you!!
I’ve only ever felt enduring extremely extremely extremely deep love for two individuals in my entire lifetime. I don’t have a way of making myself feel like this for the other people I love, otherwise I would. It is a depth of intense love that exists at the very core of my emotional being. I’m afraid that one of them will soon be dead & gone. His physical deterioration is already making me cry uncontrollably. I feel even more pain because he is so helpless, can’t understand he is dying, & can’t understand how much I love him. I love you so so much.
Everything ends. Some things will come to an end before your life ends, and you will live your life without them. The rest will come to an end after you. But, it all ends. We all do.
Here are some generally popular types of hedonism (definition)…
- Materialistic Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of material possessions, shopping, collecting, luxury, etc.
…I was more like this as a kid, but not anymore. No real meaning for me.
- Sensory Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of touch, smells, food, drugs, music, art, etc.
…I’m somewhat this type. I certainly enjoy visceral pleasures.
- Social Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of social play, personal relationships, sexuality, etc.
…This is my favorite! I’m an all out pleasure slut for this type.
- Adventure Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of physical challenges, thrill seeking, exploring the world, etc.
…I can enjoy this some but am not a hedonist with it.
- Achievement Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of accomplishment, success, notoriety, etc.
…I used to totally be this type up until my personal transformation.
- Intellectual Hedonism: Getting heightened pleasure out of deep thinking, technical understanding, figuring complex things out, etc.
…I’m certainly this type too. I LOVE figuring things out & being wise.
What type of hedonist are you??
