You have full permission to have a really REALLY good time with your human life, however you see fit. For you are the entitled owner of it.
I’m really into cool shit, like…
Social Hedonism
- Alt Sexuality (Poly, D/s, Roleplay, Fetish, Nympho)
- Deep Connection & Intimacy
- Rebellion & Raunchiness
- Exhibitionism & Self-Expression
- Youth Culture & Subcultures
- Playing like a Kid (Ageplay)
- Eccentricity & Unique Personality
- Music (Electronic, EDM, Trance, Pop, Alt Metal)Business & Investing
- Marketing
- Dealmaking
- Finance & Legal
- Buyouts & Real Estate
- Entrepreneurship
- Getting Really RichOptimal Living
- Self-Discovery
- Philosophy & Logic
- Personal Development
- Authenticity & Character
- Optimal Relationships
- Health & Nutrition
- Bodybuilding
- Cleanliness & Organization
- Individual LibertyScience & Tech
- Human Psychology
- Human Biology
- Physics & Cosmology
- Computer Systems
- Internet
- Programming
- Future Studies
Are we each others’ type? If so, wanna be friends? 
When you spend time with people who don’t have similar identities, values, or desires as you, you’ll find yourself defaulting to the lowest common denominator of the crumbs you do have in common. You’ll both be less happy than you could have been by being with truly likeminded people who love being, living, & doing what you do. Keep doing this compromising song & dance of casual relating often enough and your whole life will be downgraded to a much less happy/pleasurable experience.
Imagine if you had no limits to your self-expression & desire fulfillment within your social circles. You could be totally raw with who you are & what you enjoy, and your peeps would eat it up & reciprocate, because you have real alignment in your identities, values, & desires. Your precise type of people are out there, right now, waiting to indulge in this deep connection with someone like you. And with this potent of a social life experience, you won’t need hundreds of friends. Even a few that are precision aligned feels totally amazing. So stop compromising and go get this juicy ass lifestyle!
When a dollar is placed into your hand, how many dollars do you turn it into? Are you a consumer who turns it into $0? Are you a saver who keeps it at $1? Or are you a professional money maker who can multiply money over & over? How many zeros on the end of that dollar amount are you able to manage & multiply? Are you currently capable of doing this with $1, $1,000, $1,000,000, 1,000,000,000? How rapidly? How predictably? What are the risks? How will you effectively manage them? Are you the real deal?
If you bought equity in me, then you’d be able to multiply your wealth many times over. You’d probably make several millions. Seriously. No joking around.
Would you maintain active relationships with your family if they totally rejected who you are as a person and didn’t care to get to know you below the surface? That’s just not my idea of family.
I’m so gonna build an indoor pool as soon as possible! I absolutely love indoor pools. They are total magnets for social fun & pleasure. I really really want my own.
What takes tons more balls than taking entrepreneurial risks, is being successful out in the world and also publicly exposing your true inner self, including your eccentricities, dark side, & fetishes. It took real emotional development over many years for me to get here, but I don’t care about your rejection of who I am. I love being liberated. I love being free. I love being me.
I’ve now got a couple permanent crease lines on my forehead from consistently scowling with my eyes over the years. Not cool. Ha! 
I used to have an extremely achievement focused mindset. What’s even more pleasurable, which I spend my time on now, is crafting the experience of my desires. The pleasure of achievement, like the pleasure of anything, is in the experience of it. An experiential mindset dedicated to the optimal experience of your desires, achievements, or otherwise is where the most pleasure/happiness lies. I’ve lived both mindsets to the max now. The achievement mindset is too blunt & production driven to consistently perceive & indulge in the intricate & subtle varieties of experiential pleasure that are oh so fukken juicy. …You use a hammer on your life experience. I use a scalpel. Ya dig?
It was hilarious and sad to me that the most successful people on earth are not capable of freely expressing themselves to the world. I’ve come to know how greatly impactful self-expression can be on personal happiness. I’ve always aspired to have it all, so I went and achieved what the world’s billionaires are even too afraid of to do. I can always make money as long as I’m living. But a billion dollars won’t buy you the personal confidence it takes to be a truly open and free human being.
Publicly basing a business empire on an outward identity of traditional professionalism is a recipe for a gilded mental prison. Many super successful peeps have been doing their professionalism gig for so long that they don’t even know what rare & unique treasures lie on the other side for them. Why permanently trade away happiness for money?
When you’re young or dumb, not seeing beyond the mere surface of fundamental concepts like health, money, love, society, death, etc can make one’s life simplistically blissful, if things are relatively good. With detailed wisdom, you are better able to manage the details of life, but you also subconsciously fret over the potential of bad outcomes. Ignorance can be bliss. Wisdom can be burdensome.
Personal computers were so cool back in the early days. Not only were they a window of exciting potential into a fundamentally new paradigm of society, they were like fickle & mysterious mistresses who had to be continuously seduced to get what you wanted. Now that we’ve made them into our bitches, and can get whatever we want with a mere stroke or two, we take them for granted and are often bored by them.
I am such an idiot. I am so insignificant. I am such a loser. You don’t even know.
Can I pay you a set amount of money to do what I want for 20 to 40 hours per week?
What I like about custom software systems is that you can capture all available inputs of data from day one, and then extract more & more value out of it over time by applying additional analysis & functions.
There’s a lot of things you would desire in life, if you only experienced them from the right perspective first. There’s several things, especially sexually, that I didn’t used to like, but now love. So I now sometimes try to proactively expand my desires. More desires makes for more pleasure/happiness sources.
The glory of a business leader pales in comparison to the glory of a public hedonist. The fans of business leaders shake their hands. The fans of hedonists shake their sex organs. One is public admiration. The other is public
love.
I’m not that interested in being the face of leadership for a company. I think technical strategy & decision making should govern the functions of human influence. Lots of businesses throughout the past have been built by leadership people, where the technical strategy & decision making have been delegated to subordinate executives. I’m interested in delegating the functions of human influence and being the strategic overlord behind the scenes that ensures the entire system is well architected & optimized, and approves key decisions.
Leadership of people takes too much time & effort. Strong magnetic communicators can fill those roles. I can scale much further and be more effective by delegating & systematizing that. And, being a psychologist, I can even strategically control that, where leadership & influence don’t have to be a black box that I gamble my businesses on. It will take time & work to develop this, but will give me more leverage.
I even remember talking as a teenager about a vision of one day managing my CEOs but also having intricate strategic control over the functions of my businesses. Besides, I’ve already largely precluded myself from public leadership with my public hedonism. So, for both reasons, I will lead & influence by proxy. My chosen public role in life is to just be myself.
I typically empathize with everyone, but when you become independently liberated & happy within your life, you then realize what self-entitled, self-righteous assholes the Double P’s (professionals & puritans) can be towards the lives of others. Therefore, this is a select subsection of humanity I choose to withhold compassion from. Damn them to heaven!
It’s not merely about hot vs. ugly from a common sexual perspective. A physically beautiful face & person can literally inspire you to be a better person & be super happy, just by looking at them. Making love to this beauty pours gasoline on top of that and sets you on absolute fire!
I’m ultra giddy these days and am therefore ultra self-expressed, because I’m really happy where my life is positioned right now. I generally become more expressive the happier I am. I generally become happier when I’m either experiencing or am positioned to experience a lot more of what I truly desire.
Yay!!
When you think about your desires for what you ultimately want, do you think more through what cool stuff is typically done out in the world, or do you think more through unlimited fantasies without regard to reasonability?
I think our ideal fantasies can be more telling for self-discovery than common practical thinking.
As far as figuring out how to make your improbable dreams into a reality… You either get on the law of attraction train, or you consult with a mad scientist/strategist like me. 
If you’re relatively young, and the lover you’re currently with physically turned into the old grandpa/ma version of themselves, would it impact the lifestyle, fun, sexuality, happiness you get to have?
Honestly, it would for me. Love & sexuality aren’t mutually inclusive for me. Sexuality & physical attraction generally are, on some level. Maybe through love I’ll become physically attracted to grandmas someday, but I’m not counting on it. I can still love a special grandma but reserve my dick for sexy granddaughters.
How do you like to interact with people and around what topics of interest? Think about a peak experience of sharing you could have with somebody. Now, would it not be even more pleasurable for this person to be really attractive and you have sex with them before, during, or after sharing that peak experience of connection which you love to have? Wouldn’t you enjoy having your days full of those peak interactions with people you love & are attracted to, and you also get to have them sexually? Duh. Silly human.
I think it’s kinda dumb when somebody sells something and then gets pissed about what the new owner does with it. Should the buyer also get pissed at what you do with “their” money and force you to only spend it as they see fit?
If the self-expression of someone else’s happiness makes you mad, then what does this say about you? If you were truly happy within your own life, then would you get pissed at others for living their own lives as they please?
Have you ever shat your pants out of pure happiness? …No?? What, are you depressed?
If you zoom your perspective out to all of humanity across time, you can see that millions upon millions of people are constantly being created and dying, like the brief lifecycles within a large swarm of tiny insects. About 200,000,000 humans in & out per year. We’re all part of this temporary biological existence.
Since my personal transformation, about half of the friends & followers on my Facebook & Twitter profiles have deleted me. They must have self-filtered themselves as Double P’s (professionals & puritans). Thanks for doing that work for me. All I had to do was express myself in a fun & passionate way. It was my pleasure. Buh-bye.
Even though I’ve always known both what I’ve wanted and how to achieve things well beyond most all peeps, I also feel like I’ve only recently figured out a truly optimal approach of getting it relatively efficiently & predictably. In the past, I’ve often felt like I was manually pushing the ball forward step by step, waiting for new opportunities to come along and power up my efforts. It has taken a lot of deep expertise & strategy work, but, now I feel like I have a direct sequential path of execution & opportunity to what I want to end up with. All I have to do is complete the first step, then the chain reaction should predictably occur, if I’m right. As a strategist, I refer to crafting these types of elegant solutions as playing “achievement dominos”.
The concept of achievement dominos is that you reverse engineer your desired end goals, step by step, and stack solutions up all the way back to your exact current position, where each strategic solution along the way becomes efficiently & predictably achieved in the real world once you complete the first step, which should ideally be efficient & predictable itself. This usually takes tons of expertise & strategy to engineer a real world workable solution as elegant as this. Ideally the end result works just like knocking down a sequential row of dominos, where gravity does most of the work, and you simply apply a small upfront push.
The people who follow me online are either curious, sick, enlightened, not looking, or marketers. Often a combination.
The dark pain of my teenage angst can sometimes be pleasurable. Sometimes I like it when my daddy rapes me. Cutting myself helps me know that my life is not permanent. So fuck off, okay? Hugs & kisses.
In the past, with traditional family, I bought into the notion that we all deeply loved each other, as was purported to me growing up. Then, one by one, as that supposed mutual care was put to the test with my family members, my level of care far outreached theirs. My extreme care for them pushed theirs to its limit. Then their care for me broke and I saw the ugly truth of reality within my family. I found out that the globe is not round, but rather flat, and you can fall off the edge of the world, if you try to sail around it.
I realized that most people talk a deep game of love & care, but only possess a fraction of it within. I realized that most all of them never will posses it, even if I tried to urge & advise them on developing this. I realized that even if we did share a mutually reciprocated feeling of deep love & care that we would still have distinctly separate desires for the activities & experiences we want within our ongoing lives. This is when I really understood that happiness & relationships are inherently economical processes of self-interest, if you dig deep enough into our human psychology.
At this point, I felt okay that my family did not actively love or care for me as much as I had for them, because I understood that love & care are not the proper end objectives of relationships. I now understand that increasing our individual happiness is the real objective, and that relationships, love, & care with others are meant to completely serve that objective. Where, if the mental conditions of these shift downward, then it is only proper to disengage from actively loving, caring for, or maintaining a relationship with another. Likewise, we should not shy away from actively improving upon our happiness by discovering new relationships with people that we connect & align with even more. This is the nature & economics of human happiness, family or otherwise.
So I’m now out to create a new family of my own, based on the dynamic psychology of happiness and my personal desires. Then, if maintained properly, actively loving & caring for each other deeply won’t be a burden.
People told me to be myself and do what makes me happy in my life. Then I did it, and they got mad & shunned me for it. So, fuck ‘em!
Up until this past year, when a lot of traditional peeps wanted to strike up a personal friendship with me, I would often shy away from it because I knew it was unlikely that they’d enjoy the more naughty & raunchy parts of my personality that they hadn’t fully seen yet. Now, when this scenario happens, I get to simply tell them to go explore my personal website. I love being a public hedonist!
Maybe I should I petition the Olympic Committee to make loveball into an official Olympic sport. Hmmm… Now should it be played at the winter or summer games? Well, nudity & snow don’t usually go well together. And with the goal of the game being greater personal pleasure/happiness, how would the scoring be judged? Sex-positive psychologists?
In the business of porn, you get to be a sexual athlete, but it’s for the entertainment value of others. In the sport of loveball, you get to be a sexual athlete, but you also get to exercise your heart. What we got in loveball that porn doesn’t are real relationships, deep intimacy, & true feelings of love. Plus we do all the porno grade sport fucking we want.
Some people play football, some play baseball, and some play basketball. As a social hedonist, my sport of choice to play is loveball. About to go pro too!
There is a pervasive fear throughout society that you can’t be totally publicly open with your naughty/hedonistic/raunchy side, because it will stop you from achieving your more traditional goals, like with family, community, business career, etc. I’m dead set on disproving that shit within my life!
Playing professional loveball is an expensive sport.
I’m the type that likes to keep it clean and only play the field with a glove on. As the nympho that I am, that means paying for about 50+ condoms every single day. And with all the threesomes & moresomes, it means using female condoms, which cost more, so that I don’t have to be constantly regloving between girls & their holes. Plus the girls need boy condoms when they strap it on and swing their own bat around. I’m happy to play catcher whenever they wanna be pitcher.
So the condom cost alone for playing loveball professionally can easily be upwards of ~$100+ per day, or ~$40,000 per year!!
That doesn’t even account for the personal salaries of my team’s players, nor the cost of scene props, several sexy uniforms, sex toys, or health care.
We’re looking at an annual cost of at least several hundreds of thousands for a professional loveball team, even if I arbitrage to a poor European country. Here in the US, we’re talking millions of dollars per year. On top of that, I need to fund my own personal life, real estate costs, & social life outside of our home arena.
At least we can start playing scrimmages with a couple players and then incrementally grow our team to a full dugout over time. And we could deliberately score less homeruns by stopping at third base more often. Better get my budget up so that I can successfully build my ball club as a player/manager.
It’s actually EXTREMELY HARD to find people who are truly open minded. I mean, you start openly discussing the right topics, and most all people will go crazy if you don’t form a hard judgement of good vs. bad that agrees with theirs. They won’t even acknowledge that they’re being close minded. They just go ape shit or run away. I’m happy to logically analyze & discuss ANYTHING.
Of course, fresh young blood is good for sucking, but I want to share it with you, cause I love engulfing our hedonistic sport with our deep intimacy.
Some peeps like to always be creating new casual friendships. I prefer to indulge in the depth of people I love.
That closed mind sure must be expensive to feed with all the opportunity it eats.
It’s a powerful perspective to look at everything as an array of persuasion barriers. Nothing is fixed in society. You can get whatever you want in many different ways other than laboring for it and buying it. Everything can be accessed if you can simply overcome its persuasion barrier. There are no set costs. It’s simply a free-for-all of persuasion.
Caring for other people means your self-interest has temporarily aligned with feeling for or helping them. If you care about someone throughout your whole life, then really it’s made up of temporary oscillations of alignment with your self-interest. It’s okay. You can’t help it. It’s just your human nature.
Make no mistake about it that internet marketing is not just a cute hobby business. On the various marketing platforms, it is a land grab for serious wealth. However, the difference being it is a continuous ongoing battle that doesn’t end. You can put your dollars head-to-head against the corporations of the world and win market share & profits for yourself.
Here’s some of the top things that I wanna tangibly & experientially maximize being in my lifetime…
- Hedonist
- Capitalist
- Creative
- Youthful Kid
- Intellectual
- Scientist
I’ve produced some results within all of these. I’ve already achieved the maximization of being an intellectual. But my plan for maximizing the other ones largely rests upon first gaining wealth. So I will.
Back in the day, as a kid, I always won in Monopoly an abnormally high percentage of the time, because I was a shrewd strategist, allocator, & dealmaker.
Growing up, I wanted to be in the business of business. That’s a big part of why self-employment and even a lot of traditional entrepreneurship didn’t appeal to me. They were too focused on serving one specific market where you live & breathe the product/service. I was always more drawn to the technical mechanics of business & finance, compared to any one industry. I loved the thought of having a portfolio of assets that I owned and could build upon & trade away. I knew that I wanted to be an independent capitalist in private equity long before ever knowing what it was.
When you hear about the supply & demand of markets, you are almost always hearing about a quantitative perspective of supply & demand. But, you see, in order to quantify something, you have to have already arrived at a qualitative judgement for defining what it is. If you look at markets through alternate qualitative perspectives, then you’ll see a new slice of supply & demand within the market. Traditional economics & investing primarily uses the generalized tools of quantitative supply & demand. Entrepreneurship & marketing take advantage of the precision tools of qualitative supply & demand. I’m going to end up as a capitalist in private equity, which bridges both approaches towards markets.
Being a big business pro as a corporate employee often doesn’t make you wealthy, cause you got no meaningful ownership. Your income is tied to your own labor/expertise. Those willing to take a risk on equity get to make (or lose) money on many people’s labor/expertise. But it’s how wealthy peeps usually get that way.
A marketer who can successfully work on the level of marketing programs, compared to individual campaigns, is like an entrepreneur who can successfully work on the level of company expansion, compared to individual accounts. It’s a higher leverage position to be in. It takes being a pro.
A big pillar of my identity & mindset used to be significance. I used to qualify everything through the distinction of how significant it was in the world. This led to most all things in life being inadequate, like this…
- A million dollars is nowhere near a billion.
- Fuck doing a passion, if I can’t be famous.
- That girl is not as hot as others.
- Helping a few people out is not changing the world.
- That insight is not all-encompassing.
- I have to be the best. I have to be #1.
Much of my identity & mindset of significance got psychologically wiped out with my personal transformation. It was a true identity shift. I then became more able to appreciate & enjoy the subtle qualitative pleasures all around me in everyday life. I still have high standards, but have shed most all of the pervasive drive for significance in everything. I don’t want to go back either, because, in reality, significance was just a singular blunt tool for seeking pleasure, which often enabled unhappiness. Now, I got a set of precision tools for surgically dissecting the nuances of pleasurable human experience. I’m proud to be an elite hedonist.
If your life sucks, then become a hedonist. Seriously. Pleasure is all around you. Extract it. Savor it. Be happy.
One more time
We’re gonna celebrate
Oh yeah, all right
Don’t stop dancing
Music’s got me feeling so free
We’re gonna celebrate
Celebrate and dance so free
One more time
“One More Time” by Daft Punk (2000)
I’m concerned that I have lost too much fear of rejection. I’m gonna have to cultivate my fear of rejection back so that I can really feel the sweet pleasure of my forbidden fruits. I think I might seriously start attending church in order to cultivate a more oppressed & fearful state of mind. Then being naughty will feel super special again!
This month, I’ve scrapped & restarted the software development of my new marketing program’s info system, from scratch, 3 times now. Because, each time, I’ve discovered a brand new paradigm of how to further abstract & virtualize the infrastructure of it, making it more extensible, which will save me tons of time in future changes & development. This is some pretty cool innovation I’ve done, I think. At some future point, I might have to publish the detailed concepts behind this. I plan to use this custom architecture for all of my future web app projects. It’s hot!
When you abandon all traditional notions of personal relationships and you look at this purely through the lens of maximal personal happiness/pleasure, fully incorporating strategic concepts like nonmonogamy, hedonism/play, intimacy/love, enchantment, fetish, on-demand, randomization, collaboration, attrition, & incentivization, then you can pretty easily develop one of the most outrageously pleasurable social lives on planet earth, which literally fulfills like 1,000X more of your personal desires, compared to traditional life. This is what I’m doing. Nothing else compares. This is how I get heaven on earth until the day I die.
My extreme emotional empathy often hurts me in business but makes me world class as a social hedonist.
Expertise is what makes the hard become easy. Until you acquire expertise, either personally or contractually, then shit is gonna be hard. With expertise, as more & more becomes easy within your pursuits, you can advance to new levels of challenge & achievement, well beyond what others are still stuck working hard on.
Ideally, I’d love to put all my excess money into the people in my family. However, the home/compound we live in together is a major part of our life experience together, so I have to put upgrades of that into the finance equation as well.
When you come up with a business idea you want to do, do you base the business plan on you personally making the sales, or do you base the business plan on distributed sales & marketing? If the former, then you’re probably meant to be self-employed. If the latter, and you understand how, then you might be meant to be an entrepreneur.
I’m kinda getting back into aspirational wealth building books & courses. I can’t really learn any strategies or mechanics from them anymore, but they can be motivating and help affirm my focus for business execution. Haven’t read or listened to this stuff in so many years now. Time to break out the Rich Dad Poor Dad.
I still think exclusively in English, but can’t wait until I can think in Russian fluidly.
Ha! Tony Hawk on yuppies… “A bitchin’ tattoo can’t hide your inner desire to be Donald Trump.”
I’m a natural strawberry blonde, therefore I have the right to be both a dumb blonde and a fiery redhead. So I am.
Playing “Blue (Da Ba Dee)” on repeat makes my business work more pleasurable.
The more I mention sex on my website, the more I get sexual searches & spam coming my way. However, it’s never from attractive chicks. It’s always fat hairy men. Damn you internet tubes! 
For most guys, being raped by an attractive chick is not an inherently bad thing. For a lot of guys, the consent can be assumed. For girls, it usually takes being a hedonist within a relationship to go near having unspoken consensual nonconsent. What does this say about guys vs. girls? Are guys more liberated than girls? Are guys more abusive than girls? Something else?
If you’re bedridden in a hospital, is it a crime to openly masturbate to porn? What if I get my doctor to prescribe it for my health?
Everyone likes to think about stuff. Though, few people engage in serious philosophy of their interests. The difference between philosophy and common curious thinking is rigor. Being rigorous does not mean being tenacious in thought. It means using extremely shrewd logic to process one’s distinctions through. Concepts that are applied to real world pursuits often need the rigor of a philosopher in order to tangibly perform and not choke.
After a decade of studying & executing as an entrepreneur on a daily basis, I’m still impressed by the insights of understanding & strategy that I continue to gain. This tells me that being elite in business is not a simplistic study/capability, as I once tried to make it. I started out as a blunt action type of entrepreneur just throwing fist fulls of shit against the wall. Now, I’ve got the underlying technical understanding of a PhD and the wisdom of my real world experience. This hard earned position, mixed with strategically chosen businesses, makes me Neo in the matrix of human commerce. I can now see the underlying code of it.
Wealth of societies, and therefore people, rests upon commerce. People naturally engage commerce in order to gain resources/money/prosperity for their lives. Most all humans throughout history have done so via employment or self-employment for the objective of earning a basic personal living. They don’t become rich. Traditionally, in the past, in order to strategically get rich, one has needed greater resources to engage in commerce on a greater scale as an entrepreneur. A chicken & egg problem.
However, just in this last decade, technology has revolutionized this equation for mankind, and has opened up a way for virtually anyone to strategically get rich without first needing a greater base of resources/funding. The modern internet (including broadband, web 2.0, and mass adoption) has removed the barriers of access for marketing to the world. Now, virtually any individual can compete with any corporation on the front of marketing and divert market share within almost any industry.
The first shoe has dropped by marketing platforms (affiliate programs, distributed advertising, social media) becoming adopted by & accessible to the common individual. The other shoe is production. Digital production of goods & services has already disrupted many industries, like media, information, & communications. But, more & more, over time, the tools of technology brings tangible production closer to being an affordable one-person show. Ultimately personal nanofab machines.
The modern internet has already revolutionized human commerce and now allows virtually anyone to strategically get rich, compared to just earning a decent living. But, the key word is “strategic”, because commerce, even on the internet, is still a competitive game, and strategic expertise & execution will be a big factor in determining the winners from the losers. My recommendation, if you want to get rich, and don’t want to have to climb ladders & persuade gatekeepers for opportunities, is to dedicate yourself to becoming an expert in internet marketing and then make your own success.
Professional marketing naturally suits me, so I’m strategically taking advantage of this new evolution in human commerce and am staying away from traditional entrepreneurship (company building) at this time. However, I do want to do even bigger things in business, so I’ll be parlaying my internet wealth into a private equity firm in the future. Right now, I’m working on strategically dominating the internet’s marketing platforms to consistently & profitably make tons of sales across various markets/niches. Amateurs can’t necessarily compete well, so you’ve got to study and become a pro in order to gain predictability.
If you drop the concept of social acceptability, then a whole lot more in life can become normal to you and add to your happiness. I wouldn’t go back to the normal normal anymore, because I’ve discovered far too many treasures beyond it.
I think it may potentially be true that people’s romantic/sexual attraction naturally expands to all humans over time, including all genders, races, ages, etc. However, usually very slowly, where full expansion would often take way more than a normal lifetime. Controversial, I know. Thus is human nature. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were to discover at least one of these categories coming true for you within your lifetime.
When you were growing up, did you ever have a vision or plan for creating a utopian dream life for yourself? Are you still developing this? I did…and I am.
I’ve spent a long time on this one and I truly believe that incentivized relationships are generally way better than organic relationships. Because without ongoing incentivization, it’s virtually impossible to get a person to predictably & consistently fulfill precise desires, no matter how much you claim to love each other.
For me, the conscious goal is not maximal love. My goal is maximal happiness. Therefore, it makes way more sense to build love on top of happiness, rather than happiness on top of love. Love is cyclical and not always aligned with personal happiness, therefore not an optimal foundation. Love is better suited as an indulgent experience, not a structural pillar.
Unless, if you want a life of average enjoyment, then build a house of cards suited in hearts. My house of love & pleasure rests firmly on a foundation of spades.
Fact… No one single person can ever fulfill most of your romantic and sexual desires. With one single lover, you’ll only experience the tip of that massive iceberg of happiness. To gain a lot more of that deep happiness, 24/7, you’ll need to have several simultaneous lovers throughout your lifetime. Without doing that, you’re almost guaranteed to have a life full of average routine. Yet you’ve compromised your human potential, because you accept the lies of society, including… working to earn a professional living, staying confined within social norms, monogamy being moral, and not having the pleasure of heaven here on earth. Time to throw a capital “L” up to your forehead.
Lots of peeps say they want to be an “entrepreneur”, but really just want to be “successfully self-employed”.
At this point in my life, I’m most interested in advancing my happiness through the new functional paradigms of financial wealth & incentivized nonmonogamy. The cool thing is that I’m doing it without bullshitting.
The more you enjoy your life, the more ways of expressing yourself will find their way out, thus compounding your life’s enjoyment. You’ll create an upward spiral of… Pleasure » Expression » Connection » Desire » Pleasure
Personal adequacy test… How many carrots can you stuff into your mouth at once? …Report back directly to me.
Have you ever sat there for hours contemplating the dynamics of water being flushed down a toilet, what trace percentage of waste remains in the bowl after flushing, and the commercial motivations of that manufacturing reality versus water conservation? …Welcome to 1989 for me. Yeah, my mindset today is no accident.
My grandparents’ generation were racists who upheld racial segregation in the “land of the free”. Their grandparents’ generation were racists who owned human slaves as property. Why the fuck should I give any credibility to their sense of morality or law? You see, even today, people use government & the law as a platform for enFORCEing their own personal morality upon the nonviolent & consensual life choices of others. This is not real freedom.
The Double P’s went half way by allowing freedom of religion, in declaration, but they still fight to outlaw freedom from religion in the lives of others. Government of a nation done their way includes the books of law being cooked with their Double P morality, where they still utilize force to regulate the nonviolent & consensual activities of others. I thought we had separation of church & state? Double P’s be damned to heaven.
In my lifetime, I’d love to put the term “Double P” (professional & puritan) into the mainstream pejorative vocabulary. I’m too busy with my own pleasure, so it’d have to be done in tandem with another fun pursuit of mine, like “Fuck Brian”.
People with Double P morality (professional & puritan) should not govern over society, making & enforcing its laws based on it. Here’s why…
Human nature is hedonistic, by its very nature. People will always be driven by their own self-interested pursuit of pleasure. Humanity will never be satisfied with living a simple, prudent, professional, traditional, nice-boy/girl lifestyle. Never. Ever.
People gain happiness by experiencing THEIR desires, not by being forced to comply with the differing beliefs & desires of another.
By officially infusing the structure of society with Double P morality, and, by force, punishing nonviolent & consensual activity, you create an officially sanctioned basis for aggression. You create an officially sanctioned basis for people to fight & hate, who simply have opposing personal desires for their own personal happiness. You create an officially sanctioned basis for stripping away people’s freedom.
Even newer generations of the Double P’s get progressively more hedonistic and reject the regulations of their ancestors’ morality & professionalism. Us kids love the butt sex, the porn, the “progressive” music, and the casual business dress that our grandparents scoffed at & vilified. And I’m sure many of our grandparents were probably hedonists in the eyes their grandparents. This trend will only continue, because it is in our human nature to seek pleasure/happiness.
Human nature is hedonistic. This is a good thing. Happiness is emotional pleasure and getting it in nonviolent & consensual ways is a good thing. Avoiding that pleasure/happiness within life is a bad thing.
Government & politicians should not be in the business of personal & social activity that is nonviolent & consensual. It just spawns an additional basis for angry & violent blowback throughout society. Double P’s need to check their own urges to control others by force and let all nonviolent & consensual activity be left alone within people’s personal & social lives.
Laws & law enFORCEment should be serving our essential protection of body, property, contracts, & freedom. Not shoving the personal morality of others down the throats of an entire nation. Ah, yes, though… It’s that pesky self-interested pursuit of pleasure driving the Double P’s to overassert their beliefs onto others, which make them feel emotionally/religiously okay. …Well, I for one, don’t need to control & regulate the personal lives of others to feel good within myself.
I grew up as a kid being proud to live in the “land of the free”, but this oppressive side of our government is what makes me seriously think about alternatives for my life.
Enforcement simply becomes FORCE when government attempts to stop people from acting consensually. It’s a sorry shame that consensuality was not established as a core legal pillar of our “free” nation. It’s a sorry shame in the modern age of science & technology that puritanical morality continues to override individual liberty in the laws of the “land of the free”.
An effective security regime involves systems/equipment, bodyguards, attorneys, & private investigators, each with proper policy, redundancy, & integrity checks in place. With who I am, where I’m going, I may need it.
Gangsters lack dependency of professional & ethical reputation, but also lack manpower. Governments are dependent upon their perceived professional & ethical reputation, but have unexhaustible manpower for attacking private individuals & groups.
Yay! It’s a snow day! I get to stay home from school and play all day. Let’s go sledding and build a snow fort. My mommy can make us some hot cocca when we get done.
I honestly love sucking cock. …But only that of a girls. Strap it on and fuck my face hole! Make me happy.
I pity people who honestly claim no fetishes. They’re unknowingly self-repressed.
I love unfair advantages. So my financial modeling for my latest upcoming marketing program demonstrates a 50% rate of return per cycle with my unfair advantage, and a -40% (negative) rate of return per cycle without my unfair advantage. The projections might not pan out at these performance levels, but the gap in these scenarios is certainly real, allowing me to make campaigns profitable that competitors can’t. Oh, and I can run the cycle monthly at this point, but should be able to optimize that to weekly or less over time. And the threshold of these rates of return should hold true to pretty high volumes of capital, but I’ll have to test that. I’m currently developing the info system for managing & processing this program. What’s my unfair advantage, you ask? I’m not telling. That would be too fair.
What if you only accepted people into your life who consistently made you your most happy & best self? Would you know how to pull this off?
Before my personal transformation, I struggled to consistently write hardly any content for my website. Then, I removed my sense of obligation to create content and my content creation quickly exploded. Last year, I wrote & published the equivalent of a 400 page book! And I don’t even enjoy the process of writing. This is the motivational power of inspiration over obligation where there is real desire.
Earlier last year, great friend of mine was asking me about some of my distinctions regarding happiness. After hearing some of my thoughts, he asked… So does gaining happiness basically come down to fulfilling more of one’s personal desires? I said…
In a general sense, yes. However, I’d tighten that up by saying it comes down to EXPERIENCING more of one’s desires.
You see, there has to be some sub/conscious desire for there to be an emotional effect of pleasurable emotion (happiness). However, to me, the term “fulfilling” suggests some tangible acquisition of it. When, in reality, happiness is a mental experience and we can experience our desires in many ways, not just in traditional physical form. In fact, when we get our tangible desires, we often experience most of the happiness before & after they are physically present by focusing on the mental experience. So it’s about getting the pleasure of our desires. We do so through experiencing our desires on many different levels, physically & mentally.
Why not become an expert on happiness? You’d probably figure out how to predictably get a whole lot more of it. Then you can. I know from experience. Implementation… In your future expert opinion, what gives you a life of more happiness? Maybe things like… relationships, money, sexuality, identity, self-expression, confidence, physical health, character, emotional development. So then continue to up your expertise within these and get more results for the purpose upping your life’s pleasure/happiness. How could the experiential game of your life change if you really learned & applied this stuff over the years that will pass by anyway?
In my life, I’ve found out that typical traditional family largely fails to help create a life of maximal happiness. Individual happiness is the highest objective in life, so I’ve largely moved on from traditional family. My relationships with family members are basically in one of these four states…
- Emotionally bad, and indefinitely kicked out of my life.
- Emotionally fine, but uninvestable due to lack of friendship or alignment.
- Emotionally fine, and potentially investable if more connection or alignment is developed.
- Emotionally good, and close personal friends.
The reality of human nature is that happiness is an economically escalating process, where people actively invest in the people that fulfill their desires the most. I don’t think I ultimately have much true alignment with any of my traditional family members, and as I succeed in increasing my means to fulfill many more potent desires, then all of my prior relationships might be downgraded a level or two. It’s a two way street and the same happens with me on their end. I’m just more driven to maximize my happiness than most. To do so takes investing more & more in the right relationships, lifestyle, activities, etc, and not being obligated or enslaved to less pleasurable experiences.
So I’m primarily focusing on investing in creating my own hedonistically engineered family for maximum feelings of fun, pleasure, love, happiness, etc.
Government and world politics are critically important. The purpose of life is happiness. Safety, resources, & freedom enable happiness. However, life becomes hedonistically unmanageable when you have to continuously worry about government, corruption, war, terrorism, economic collapse, etc. You lose happiness by involving yourself and investing the focus of your life in it. Rather than fulfilling more of your desires and experiencing the best of life, you become a mental slave to the lowest common denominator of society’s activities.
So what I’ve done is asked myself whether I believe modern society is likely going to be jeopardized in a way that is going to personally wipe me out within my lifetime, including the option of switching countries. The answer is no. So I stay peripherally informed out of curiosity but largely put my head down, work on strategically gaining more personal resources and fulfilling more personal desires.
Poor people cost too much for personal consumption here in the United States.
Building a highly successful business is always attractive, right up until I experience my social desires. Then I become blissfully unproductive.
I used to hate the concept of moderation, until I overextended my own pleasure and faced the reality of normalization. Enjoyment of desires over time can be enhanced through some strategic moderation & restriction. Some.
Rules of playing at my house…
- No violence
- No weapons
- No theft
- No police
- No hatred
- No nonconsent
- No smoking
- No recordings of me
Beyond that, don’t be completely dumb, but have ass loads of fun and fulfill your desires!!
Rules subject to change without notice. No warranties offered with service. Consult your love doctor to learn about your threshold for pleasure.
One person’s pleasure is another person’s pain. One person’s virtue is another person’s sin. One person’s pride is another person’s shame. One person’s love is another person’s abuse. Let people be free to choose for themselves.
Think about a roleplay mix of black latex dominatrix chicks with traditional amish or plig girls. Ahh, the D/s heaven this could be. Maybe throw in a bit of ageplay & incestplay too. So gonna do this one.
For nutrition, your body takes in air, water, food, & sunlight. Your body continually operates its processes and replaces itself on the cellular level. However, your body’s evolutionary engineering is only so good, and your body will age & die without intervention. To continue staying alive, if you please, you’ll need to repair your body with medicine & technology. Once you die, there are no warranties on life, however, you can take a shot with cryogenics, or religion.
The scales of truth are infinitely more rigorous & accurate than the scales of justice. Proof is a false concept. Your mental experience is all that’s ever known.
Humanity’s lack of evidence for the supernatural or intelligent design up to this point in time does not give solid evidence for atheism or universal evolution being true. The barren demonstration of evidence for something beyond evolution existing makes it feel that this is the likely case, but if you rigorously philosophize about it, then you can see that the jury is still out either way. Hello, agnosticism. How wise you are not to judge without first knowing, despite longing to know.
Why does it not make sense to reconcile your fundamental beliefs with reality? A good answer would be to increase your happiness through certainty/ignorance. So not reconciling your beliefs with reality is either a smart strategic move for upping your life’s enjoyment or just plain ignorance. Either way, though, don’t mistake that for effective truth seeking, unless making that mistake ups your enjoyment even more.
When people have specific supernatural, religious, or spiritual beliefs, I’m happy that they’re happy with it, but I usually think it’s bullshit as far as reality goes. This is especially true when they obviously haven’t invested in key studies like physics, cosmology, philosophy, psychology, & biology, yet somehow decide on a specific unobservable interpretations of reality’s nature being likely or fact. I realize that 90 some percent of people believe this stuff, and I’d truly love to have my skepticism be proven or reasoned as wrong…before I die, please!
Most peeps want to have deep connection, but they default to shunning deep engagement, and they perpetuate surface connection, because they’re afraid of being exposed & getting rejected. Our lives would be on a whole new level, if most of us were strong enough to just let it all hang out. Show me what you’ve got inside!
Meaningful strategic growth of an operation usually takes a numbers focused mind being integrated with the growth strategy. Great sounding concepts about how to grow often do not checkout once you analyze the detailed numbers.
It is my job this morning to create a spreadsheet that financially models an upcoming marketing program I’m launching soon. Cha-ching!!
Every person would do so much more in their life, if they could only figure out how to effectively recruit & retain the right people for it. Everybody.
But, Brian, remember that you yourself need more enchantment to up your pleasure/happiness to new heights, which requires that you reduce your own intellect throughout life. So don’t be pissed about the limitations of other peeps, when you yourself are limited and need to go in the very same direction. Just manage the feel-good vibes between you and others. Okay, you’re right. Thanks, Brian. …Yes, I just debated myself here. Winning!
Throughout the past, I’ve primarily treated people as if they were meaningfully intelligent. Big mistake, as this rarely worked out and often caused people to misunderstand me and take offense. Presuming that people are dumb has actually worked out well for them the overwhelming majority of the time and they walk away feeling happy.
I love intelligent people who can separate logical distinctions and personal attacks. However, this is truly rare, so I’ll give people what they want and play like they’re dumb children. Really, it’s about managing & influencing their emotional feelings, since peeps usually aren’t able to do so themselves. Often this means not disclosing a lot of information that I’d otherwise share with a meaningfully intelligent person.
I’ve resisted taking this approach for years, because I love blunt honesty, but after seeing this pattern prove true on literally thousands of occasions, I’d now rather take this compromised approach than always be making people get mad and fight me for treating them like they’re truly capable of facing reality. So I’ll do more schmoozing & dumbing down when necessary, if I care about the person. If I don’t care, then I’ll probably just be blunt. Sucks, but schmoozing & pleasurable deception is what most all people clearly want. They just don’t want to think they’re not getting the whole truth. Of course, I’ll continue to simply spit the truth here on my own personal website.
It is my longer-term business goal to be an independent capitalist who owns/controls a large pool of capital that I invest into assets for financial returns. However, maximizing profit is not the sole objective. Profit is important, but it is secondary to the type of assets I want to acquire. There’s probably some boring asset classes that might make me more profit, but just wouldn’t be interesting to own & work on. So I’m interested in owning economic assets that have some intriguing social meaning behind them to me. For example, I enjoy acquiring operating companies & commercial real estate much more than faceless debt instruments. I think this is a similar take on why billionaires acquire professional sports teams. It’s collecting, building, & social status wrapped into one. Capitalists are just kids with bigger blocks & erector sets to play with.
For better or worse, one thing that makes me unique is that I’m willing to publicly expose myself to a high degree, consistently revealing tons of intimate details about myself. To me, this is a good thing, because it is quite enjoyable for self-expression, deepens the human connection received back, and helps prequalify & filter people that I would want to consider being friends with.
The default in life is that experiences normalize and lose the intensity of their pain/pleasure. Over the years, you’ll find that you coincidentally reconnect with the intense experiences of your past. But most gets lost in the sands of time by default. That’s why documenting your pleasurable desires & experiences can help you hold onto and recreate what would otherwise get normalized & lost. You’ll be pleased to know that there’s an app for that… HappyBits
Happiness is easy. Enchantment is ultra elusive. I think temporary dumbness is a good part of cultivating enchantment. Okay, so I’ll work on being dumb more often. The pleasure is so worth it.
What the genderfuck… Where has my enchantment gone? I’ve been all business lately, even in my pleasure. Need to fix this shit and feel the enchantment of life again.
In the last couple years, I’ve been seriously debating myself and feeling pulled between the drives of production & consumption. Like, on a root level, do I want to seriously create shit or do I just want to experience shit?
During my humanitarian days, I accepted production as a pervasive fact of my life, viewed it as a duty, and built up pleasurable meaning around it in my mind. However, now, in the age of my hedonistic identity, I search for meaning based on my own intrinsic pleasure.
Despite the conflict in me to pursue production/creation at times & pure consumption/experience other times, I’ve held a principle theory that I really just want experiences largely based in human connection. However, some stuff, like my ongoing drive/plans for long-term business production has called my theory into question when I desire that over pure social & sexual experiences of intense pleasure.
However, I think I may have made a distinction that reconciles this…
I think this stuff might be about sharing friendship based on the technicals of desired experiences.
Which, in general, would explain why people feel serious fun/pleasure/connection when geeking out with friends on intriguing details of their interests/passions/hobbies, or why people recap & revel in specific moments of everyday social events they share with others.
So this basis of human connection experience is why I feel like I’m largely interested in doing the work of several pursuits. Yes there’s some sense of accomplishment, significance, and increased power by creating & achieving certain things. However, that doesn’t account for several things I’d want to do, like creating music. It’s that I feel like if I create music, then I’d gain an experience of connection around the details of pleasure within music I like.
However, this begs the question about whether I actually need to personally produce something to get this experience of friendship around the technicals of my interests/desires. In a lot of cases, I think I’d be better off just establishing specific friendships designed to give me this specific experience, versus doing the work of production.
Like with music, for example, I’d like to have friends into hedonistically enjoying music I like where we can discuss, revel, & connect around the technical details of pleasurable components within songs. Of course, this would naturally lead to wanting to tweak & create our own ideas into reality to experience. Well, instead of me doing the work of production, I could remain in the pleasure of my intellect and make designs for others to create for me//us. This would help sustain a higher effect of pleasure, I believe.
Same goes for many other areas of life.
I would honestly like to establish my own nation at some point for purposes of true individual liberty. I just hate the thought of perpetually being under the forced rules & morality of Double P society. My nation would be super small and be built more as a likeminded community. It’d just be a way to get real freedom and up the game of happiness for me & my people. So how would I acquire total independent rights to a chunk of workable territory? And how much money & manpower would I need to pull this off? I really wonder what it’d take.
A true rebel is willing to make herself look like a total loser & freak. Tell me when I get there for you.
The speed & volume of commerce expands over time. Think about how much that has happened just from the mid 1900s to today. Imagine that shift in speed & volume of commerce happening again, if not even more, by the mid 21st century.
One of the current bottlenecks that is fundamentally limiting human commerce is the physical transportation of goods. At some future point, we will probably have personal nanofab machines that act as 3D printers for sophisticated products (or WMDs), like the replicator in Star Trek. However, before that time, how do you speed up the physical transpiration of goods? More intelligent warehousing, retail allocation, & co-op supply chains can help, but there’s still a fundamental barrier of local delivery, of truck drivers driving around all day delivering mail & shipments by hand.
The solution I foresee is flying delivery droids. I foresee people having intelligent delivery containers at their apartment, home, office, storefront, etc for flying droids to deliver mail & shipments to that automatically processes them, both incoming & outgoing.
This is a tech revolution that could shakeup & wipeout the current delivery industry and probably a lot of retail too within the 21st century. And it would solve a fundamental bottleneck of commerce that will again help geometrically expand the speed & volume of human commerce.
Of course, there would be a lot of legislative barriers & safety/security concerns to having tons of flying droids in the sky, but we’ve already made self-driving cars, flying cars, & autopilot airplanes that work. So it’d be dumb to enter the 22nd century with people spending all day slowly delivering things by hand. This tech will probably become operationally feasible within the first half of this century, then be slowed by government.
Today, people primarily get stuff they want through commerce & human labor. In the future, with personal nanofabrication, commerce will become more of a secondary platform, as people will be able to independently create their own stuff using a replicator. However, land, raw materials, custom design, medical expertise, & human connection will still have commercial value. Well, if simulated reality is here, then the value of human connection will plummet too.
In my life, I’ve learned that I don’t want to be a CEO of a traditional operating company, because then the company and my hedonism would seriously conflict & compromise each other. However, I do want to develop a private equity firm & business development team where I can do deals and build scalable assets without being the Double P compliant figurehead. Working towards this.
The first half hour of the movie Antitrust (2001) is totally awesome! It’s a great display of blissful innovation & achievement potential, then it turns into a lame thriller after that. If the rest of the movie was as good as the first half hour, then it could have been one of the best films ever made. I often just watch the first half hour by itself.
Rejection becomes a pleasurable experience once you obtain a certain level of confidence, happiness, & love within yourself. The reason is because you want what you can’t have and this state puts it within your perceptual reach. That being human connection. You like a real challenge and on this level you hunt bigger game.
On an average path, people will have numerous magic moments and their ignorance will often be bliss. However, I take the path that I do because it is worth it to be rich, to deeply know myself, and to make my desires into a daily occurrence. You ain’t likely to get these while being average. A lot becomes less enchanting down this path, but you get to architect your life, instead of following default experiences & trajectories. It’s a more brutal path, but more rewarding with success.
Just trance me out into timeless ecstasy with your love, your touch, your sex, your face, your mouth, your voice…and with music.
It really is a subversive mental battle to hold onto a transcendent & blissful view of life. I can see how most all people would either sink into common reality or desperately hold on by adopting supernatural views. I’m willing to fight to keep the childlike pleasure in my heart and a logical effectiveness to my life.
You know, I am a competitive person, but just not head-to-head. I prefer to sit back and take a more strategic endgame approach to winning. I’m a chess player versus checkers.
I so can’t wait to start building my new family. Maybe by next year if the gods are hedonistically willing. Hmmm… Should I come up with a more family-like name than Viper Squad? It could help up the intimacy & enchantment of my family. I’d have to fall in love with it and it couldn’t take off all the naughty edge. It’s worth some brain cycles.
A good indicator that I have nothing to generally worry about and can just bliss out as I please is the existence of a stable economic middle class where the kids do the same.
If I submitted to you… Would you dominate me out of love or hate? Would you primarily take what you want, or would you also fulfill my desires?
Trance music helps take me back to a timeless fountain of youth when I get too dominated by the bleak affairs of the average outside world.
A fair number of peeps see high entrepreneurial risk & grand impactful visions as enablers to their success. I largely don’t. I usually view these as ways in which people reduce the mechanical odds of their success, tell a romantic story to themselves, and remain small-time gamblers in commerce. Learn the mechanics of human commerce.
A big enabler of personal achievement is the clarity that comes from expertise. Without this clarity, you’ll see a sea of potential opportunity, versus seeing a map of predictable opportunity.
You can use your resources in a way that keeps them growing and your life improving, or you can burn them out for short-term pleasure and keep having to start over, never sustaining any paradigm shift of your means. Your action… Your results… Your life.
Multiplying the buying power of your money is like getting a cash refund for everything you’ve bought throughout the year while still getting to keep everything you’ve purchased. If you more than double the buying power of your money, then it’s like doing this several times over each year. I’m thinking about multiplying the buying power of my money by about 4X to 8X. Think about getting to spend your annual salary that many times over.
I am really damn proud of the information architecture scheme in this database design. Very extensibly hot.
When you see into the comprehensive details of life, you become less judgmental based on common simplistic notions of good & bad. Reality is more complex than most care to know or admit.
Entertainment celebrities just get to pretend to live out the exotic lifestyles you see in fictitious media. Wealthy hedonists get to do it for real. And being a celebrity is often a liability to doing that, both functionally & mentally. You’re sold on being an entertainment celebrity because they publicly portray the stories of your desires. That path is a lie. You’re meant to be a hedonist with resources that can be put to use for creating the peak lifestyle experiences of your desires every day of your life, not working to create media for average consumers to buy. Celebrities are boring. Rich people are boring. Elite hedonism is where fun & pleasure become a professional sport. Welcome to my world, fellow pleasure seeker.
It has been one month today since I became vegetarian/vegan. Up until that day, I typically had an average American diet. Since then, I’ve had absolutely no meat, no animal products (cheese, milk, yogurt, eggs, etc), and no bad junk foods. I’ve largely been eating fruits, vegetables, salad, nuts, whole grains, soy milk, etc. The worst thing I’ve been eating is cooked noodles with ranch dressing. This core behavior change was actually predictably easy for me, because I had a true identity shift on December 11th of 2011. This started by becoming eternally grossed out by meat/carcass, becoming vegetarian/vegan, and committing to more optimal health & nutrition. Now, junk food, animal products, and especially meat are just naturally unappealing or gross to me. I’ve also lost 10 pounds of fat and feel somewhat more clear & energized throughout my day.
Not having the time to lose weight is about the lamest excuse in the world. Think about it… Then how does this person have the time to gain weight? Do they think they’re born fat or remain that way without an ongoing cause? About as much crap comes out of some people’s pie holes as goes into them. Guard the pie hole, fatty.
Most people with $100,000,000 couldn’t get as much pleasure/happiness as I’m able to out of $100,000. That’s elite hedonism based on deep self-discovery & psychological precision. That’s also freedom.
It is often way more pleasurable to reexperience the past than to invent the future.
Ahhh!! The bubbling potential for me right now is becoming absolutely palpable! Time to permanently change the game of my life.
When I run up the staircase, my shorts & underwear fall down a bit further with each step, fully exposing my butt & penis by the top of the stairs. You like it. I don’t mind.
I’ve always been into paradigm shifts of alternative meaning that can significantly enhance the experience of one’s life. However, in my life, I’ve learned that human happiness is largely rooted in human connection, and without some shared basis of meaning to deeply connect on with others, your happiness becomes notably capped. I still chase maximal happiness, so I guess that is why I’m pursuing my own 24/7 alternative lifestyle inner circle to share a transcendent basis of meaning with. I call my lovely little bitches… Viper Squad.
Since recently going vegetarian/vegan and getting serious about my health, I’m now supplementing with Vitamin D3 after learning about its critical health benefits a few years ago. Things like meaningfully reducing risk of sickness, disease, cancer, depression, etc. “Vitamin D” is actually a hormone, not a vitamin, and is largely produced by UVB sunlight entering your body. I’m indoors a ton, especially in the winter, and am likely deficient most of the time. So I’m starting to supplement with two 1,000 IU softgels of Vitamin D3 per day (cost: 5 pennies/day). Checkout Vitamin D, if you haven’t heard much about it and want to live a longer & healthier human life.
Treat your food the way you want to be treated, for it will literally become you.
I want to create an indoor hydroponic garden to grow my own food that is organic & ultra pure in quality. I’ll need to hire an engineer & horticulturalist.
Studying economic data of other countries is like porn to me right now. I’m thinking about doing some socioeconomic arbitrage by exploiting PPP disparities. I love being ultra strategic with my life!!
Everyone’s life is short. Then we die. Then what, if anything?
So what means the most while your heart is beating and you’re still alive? Your own happiness. So appreciate it & get more. It’s about all you can do. Fuck the rest.
It’s a psychological reality that everything humans do is done out of self-interest, even when it may be beneficial to the lives of others. Without exploring technical psychology, here’s a good litmus test for demonstrating it…
People claim that they do things altruistically, but THEY only CHOOSE to do things because they personally enjoy some aspect of it or it helps them relieve some emotional pain, even if subconsciously. What you virtually never ever ever ever see people do is blindly follow the commands of others like a robot. There is always some level of decision to engage in whatever action is being done. This means that people just simply do not operate on the reasoning or motivation of others, even if it is good for them. People operate on the reasoning & motivation going on in their own heads. Everything from other people is put through a sub/conscious filter of our own reasoning & motivation before we react to it.
And if you think about it, this is how it has to be for survival. If we didn’t operate on our own sense of self-interest, then there would be no consideration of other people’s commands and our minds would interpret them the same as our own thoughts and just do them. So… Go jump off a bridge… NOW!!! …See. You’re a self-interested being at your very core. That’s good.
I really like a lot of what America is producing these days, however, it’s just so damn expensive to acquire. So I’m thinking about switching flags for a while to multiply my purchasing power. A bit of socioeconomic arbitrage, if you will.
A shortcut to being a very intimate person is to first have an extreme & edgy mind, then embrace love & enchantment with it. You’ll get more pleasure out of human connection and spend less time needing to always put fake walls up. There’s no need to protect yourself from the pleasures of love.
Your natural instincts are fairly decent. However, if you want to predictably multiply the pleasure & happiness felt from your sexuality, then you could use some lessons on how to do it expertly. First priority is not the physical technique, but rather the basis of meaning for human connection. Optimize that, then work on communication, then physical technique. First lesson is free. Second one will cost you some ass.
It takes time, but I’m showing progress in learning how to make a foreign language & culture feel natural. Once accomplished, being in another country can feel like traveling between states here in the US. Except probably more exciting.
In 2011, I acquired the weapons of intimacy & enchantment. Careful, I’m authorized to fire at will.
Like peeps do with wine, be a collector & connoisseur of your own pleasures. Expertly identify them, acquire them, preserve them, and taste them throughout your life. Me… I’m a social hedonist, so I’m building a collection of social pleasures in my cellar.
I have a sneaking suspicion that deep down you’d really enjoy being a professional lover and engaging in mind blowing love, sex, friendship, social pleasure, physical pleasure, & human connection all day long. However, with the career & commerce driven focuses of the modern mainstream world, you’ve accepted an average identity & routine as your lifestyle in this one short blip of human life. Too bad, my long lost lover. You could have had a life of ecstasy with me.
You know you’re an elite hedonist when you can get orgasmic pleasure out of a common everyday ruler.
Remember that Disney World was built off of media products that gave the brand a platform of cost-effective reach & impact. The theme park probably wouldn’t have worked if pursued directly. A pretty good example of what a marketing funnel can do when stairstepped well, huh?
Downloading a bunch of old animated Disney movies so I can be a young kid again.
Building capability is really only smart when it will yield you a more happy/pleasured life experience, relative to your other opportunities. That said, there is usually always one or more capabilities that make sense to develop. See… Simplified Structure for Life Happiness
Love is just another game of self-interested pleasure. The best one, but no different in its core structure. Leverage a genuine win/win approach based on individual desires, with general appreciation, without micro-management, and let go with love when the fundamental win/win doesn’t work anymore. Chasing past feelings of love with misaligned identities/values/desires ain’t gonna make anyone involved that fulfilled in life. And that’s the perpetual drive of people… To continuously be happy/pleasured to the point of fulfillment.
