I’m really noticing that girl’s shoes can be so fucking hot, especially platform shoes with heels. I used to just perceive girl’s shoes as nothing special, like most dudes, but am now finally getting all of the meaning wrapped up in them, which is probably what has always made girls so into their shoes. A hot shoe like this can say & mean so much from the right mindset, which many have, and I’m getting myself. Of course, I’m not looking to wear these types of shoes for myself, unless I became a chick. 
But I can now totally appreciate the hotness & other emotional meaning wrapped up in them. I think I might be developing a sexy shoe fetish, because these shoes are starting to make me hard. Seriously, girls are so much more interesting & sexy than guys.
Double P’s = Professionals & Puritans
These types of people are some of the biggest direct killers of human pleasure throughout the world. Our societies are infected with their social disease of judgment & false collective morality. Humans were made to be free, not subjected to the freedom, happiness, & individuality suppressing bullshit that the Double P’s consistently spew. I believe in the right of human beings to do whatever they please, as long as they aren’t violating other people’s bodies or property. The nature of happiness is custom to each individual human. Fuck off you Double P’s!!!
Fear requires a target inside you to exist, otherwise it can never take hold. The target of fear becomes what you sub/consciously protect within yourself, which becomes more & more vulnerable the more you work to protect it.
An awesome solution to this is looking for an angle in your identity or personality to incorporate into your life, which removes the target of fear (you stop caring about it) and simultaneously fuels your own natural passion in some potent way.
My dumbass strategy is one of these that consistently works quite well. However, I’m going to be stacking another awesome one I recently discovered on top of that at some point this year. I’m super fucking excited about it too. You’ll know it when you see & hear it. 
Being a pop music star today often takes roleplaying into different life brands and taking the natural shit that people’s minds manufacture & associate with those brands. Roleplaying sounds fun, but I don’t know if I’m willing to do that, because it can easily create a false environment of personal identity. I respect the courage it can take to continuously do this. I may never have the real opportunity, but I like thinking about it and want to go down this road for my own internal fun anyway.
Seasons really do affect my mindset towards my active life. It’s now viscerally feeling like springtime and it often creates a very bright, open, simple, clean, & pleasant mindset that feels full of renewed potential within me. All seasons of the year have their pros & cons in the mental affect they typically have.
At some point, I might get more strategic with where I stay & what I do in my life, depending upon the environment’s season. Since not all places in the world have overlapping seasons, this really provides more leverage, based on what is going on personally with my life & mindset at any given time.
Consistently strategically aligning many different emotionally impactful variables of one’s personal life experience is a key outlook & approach to living happy.
One of the most important tools for personal happiness is being willing & able to cut people that you’re close to out of your life when they become an ongoing drain on your actual & potential for heightened happiness.
The fundamental purpose of personal relationships is mutually increased happiness, and once that purpose is being consistently violated without a predictably solid & worthwhile fix, then it is time to fill that spot with a different win/win relationship with somebody else.
It’s not personal, it’s just the business of human nature. 
Currently reading a 1000 page book on computer & information security. Yeah, I’m a total nerdzo like that. Please laugh at me.
I’ve found that constantly loving what you are building is a huge source of renewal for momentum & productivity. Where often we can feel this way when something is new, but lose the feeling as the months go by.
The secret is to not just use external criteria for your project’s success, but to really build it in a way you personally feel true love/lust for based on your own unique internal reasons. That starts with having a project that you can in reality feel this love for.
For example, in prior years, I used to improve my personal website every so often when I mustered enough ideas & motivation to push myself to accomplish it. Now, since my personal transformation last year, I’ve totally fallen in love with my personal website and can’t stop myself from consistently consuming it & improving it further. This love for it is because it deeply reflects a part of my truly unique self that I naturally love.
I’m trying to go about more of my other projects in this way, where I can truly fall in love with them and have the same constant explosion of momentum & productivity.
If you build success through a typical corporate employment type career, then odds are that you will have sold off much of your unique identity in the process. You will likely have become so homogenized by this traditional mainstream lifestyle, that you won’t even know that much about your truly unique self or you’ll be too afraid of rejection to put your truly unique self out there in the world.
Because living this type of life is like wearing a mental & social straightjacket and your identity, relationships, & lifestyle will never become what sets you on absolute fire with happiness. All you’ll have is your reasonably respectable traditional professional life of comfort. Yeah, how blandly exciting. If you want more out of your life and want to have success on your terms, in a way that allows you to live as your truly unfiltered natural self, then you need to check out the Age of Fuck You.
If heaven is for nice people and hell is for evil people, where do I get to go if I’m just naughty? I’m happy to live here on earth forever!
I would be bisexual since it can double the potential for sexual pleasure in one’s life, but I’m just too addicted to pussy and hate the thought of a naked dude on me & inside me. I would be so gay if I were a girl, but not a bisexual girl, because the thought of sex with guys is a turn off to me. Forget the parts, the vibe of guys is a sexual turn off, while the vibe of girls can be pure sexual ecstasy.
Having studied psychology lots, I know one’s sexuality can fundamentally change, but I have no plans to induce such a change for myself, despite being committed to extreme happiness. If I’m missing out on the hidden pleasures of sucking cock, then I guess that’s too bad. I’ll try to be happy sharing my bed (kitchen, car, pool, parks, library, church?) with cool chicks.
I’d like to see a movie made about a simulated reality where someone is consciously lost in the simulated reality, then wakes up into reality as a machine, where the machines are the real people and the “organics” are the machines, and the machine people just play the game of life as humans inside the simulated reality. What a cool concept for a philosophical mindfuck.
The mental state of transcendence through hedonistic bombs & enchantment are two of my most favorite experiences of pleasure in this human life. I can’t get enough!!
On purpose, in the past year, I went from having family, friends, & acquaintances to just having friends I consider family and everyone else being a casual acquaintance. What a great innovation this has been in my life! Blood & marriage mean nothing beyond the human connection that actually exists. My standards run deep with human connection, so I only see people as people who are either in or out of my inner circle.
Philosophy is the differentiator between the people who just know human psychology as an academic study and the people who reframe the meaning of their entire life with its understandings. I can’t ignore the nature of human nature.
I think maybe that to truly absolutely master vocal music, one would have to have an expert understanding of the emotional meaning of vocal sounds & tones. This would be the vocal equivalent of body language experts.
I wonder if there is already an established field of study for this that would be applicable to music. If not, then people should make a study out of this. It would take music to new heights. Might be fitting within positive psychology.
I might get into this at some future point. I’ve casually got my mind focused on it now as I listen to music and am looking for interesting elements & patterns.
In most industries & niches of life, there is a real opportunity to become a game changing force, where a majority of people will compare the state of things to before & after your contribution. When I think about various industries & niches that I personally follow, there comes to mind the game changers who have advanced the collective standards.
I’m very committed to creating a lot of high quality value for my target audience of hedonistic rebels in my lifetime who are like me. I would like what I contribute to be a real game changer like this. It’s semi-tough to figure it out to do it in my space, but what I’m currently working on will be pretty damn cool. And I have several decades to come for further innovations.
My passion is key for really becoming a game changer here, which exists because I am also personally a part of my own target audience. I love my hedonistic rebels because I am one of them and it is what makes up much of my own personal identity & happiness.
Let’s change the fucking game!!
Many people feel a need to “keep up appearances”, so they can be accepted by others. I feel a need to “keep down appearances”, so I can accept myself as is. Don’t you know I’m a fucking dumbass, as this note says.
You’ve got one single human life to live that is getting closer to the end everyday that goes by.
Do you want to live it as the boring professionals & puritans in our society do? Or do you you want to pursue real pleasure & happiness based on your own personal human nature without giving a shit about other people’s judgments & expectations?
It’s your life to do what you want with. I say be a rebel and follow your human nature before life is all over for you. This world is going to leave you behind either way.
The world is one big social barter economy of our personal desires. Let’s get off together, quid pro quo style.
This song gives me a little more hope as to the viability of the male voice & vibe in electropop style singing. Typically, I think a girl’s voice & brand are better suited for these genres of music that are my favorites.
Hey Baby (Drop It to the Floor) by Pitbull featuring T-Pain (2010)
I prefer that of a girl for my own consumption, but I’d like to personally produce this type of music & media at some point. There’s got to be a solid approach that will work for me. Show me the way!!
With the escalating desire of more complex & grungy desires, it opens up a recurring motivation for simple & nice positive desires.
For example, our society’s media demonstrates this well. As media becomes more pleasurably complex & grungy, I find more recurring pleasure the consumption of older simpler media, such as watching Happy Days or Bonanza.
This trend will continue and our media today will provide the same throwback to simpler & nice positive times for future generations of society. Lady Gaga will become accepted like simple children’s music, as The Beatles music has.
Mixing various elements that some commonly associate as both “positive” & “negative” for increased pleasure is often how this is pursued by people. Like combining elements of love & death in media. Look for this and how it works with you.
This concept goes beyond media and is a general principle of human nature that is often present across all types of personal desires.
I primarily look forward to this escalation in coming decades! Lots more social fun to have in this world. Going to be some juicy shit. We all on some level crave both wisdom & filth.
Personal desires need not have any meaning beyond their own pleasurable fulfillment & contribution to one’s happiness.
Only one consistently strong desire is needed to experience heightened happiness throughout life. But to have a multitude of desires that can be fulfilled in tandem is natural human ecstasy.
I’d like to thank the wine industry for the term “hedonistic bomb”. This beautiful term has so much natural meaning for the world of a hedonistic rebel like me. I find myself using it fairly often now. Love it!!
My mind is my playground where only the coolest uncool kids are invited in. The rest have to stand outside against the fences watching with their jaws dropped.
We all create a psycho bubble to live in. When a person denies the existence of their own psycho bubble, then that denial is part of their bubble. Blow your own mind with your bubble.
Are you really grooming yourself to be acceptable & attractive to others, or to yourself? No matter who you are, there are a lot of people out there who are like you. So be your real self. That’s where real happiness is at.
Are you afraid to be your true natural self in the presence of others? No??? Okay, so then you’re afraid to admit that you’re afraid. Silly human ego, tricks are for average fakers.
Looks like I’ve finally solved the spam problem across my websites. Now since I’m only seeing 1/100th of the messages come in, I’m starting to feel digitally lonely. 
Your personal relationships will account for most of your life’s happiness. If you want an average life that isn’t amazing, then simply pursue normal personal relationships in a typical way.
In regards to your happiness, you’ll most likely end up like the average human being with an average quality of life. Sure, there will be fun & passion at times, but there will be a lot more boredom & frustration to go with it.
If you want to have a long life of experiencing heightened happiness, then you’ve got to start strategically pursuing your personal relationships according to the continual fulfillment of your most potent personal desires, without major obligation & compromise. This takes more effort, but pays out more dividends on personal happiness.
Not many people know how to strategically convert success or fame into genuine personal relationships that totally fulfill them. Such a waste of opportunity.
I wish you could see the lusciousness of what I’m building in life right now. I wish you & I could jump 3 years into the future right now, because the shit I’m building is going to be so fukking awesome when complete!!
A lot of people go for an epicurean lifestyle because they can’t get themselves to take on & overcome the challenges of a more hedonistic lifestyle. With the right mindset & custom opportunities based on one’s deeper identity, full-blown hedonism will produce shit loads more of happiness in a person’s life. I like to maximize my life, so an epicurean lifestyle is way too watered down & weak for me. Going to drop hedonistic bombs all over this life!
A lot of people like to hedonistically party when they’re young. Few people really make the youthful hedonism into their long-term life. Most humans grow old & stale in their identity & lifestyle. Youth has got happiness right by indulging in free-spirited spontaneity & pleasure. Maturity has mitigation of sadness right by reframing meaning, reducing risk, & taking care of business. I’m living the best of both worlds for maximal happiness.
A few decades from now a person like me will be much more normal to mainstream society, so I might as well continue putting it out there at this stage. I wouldn’t want my youthful self to appear boring to future generations.
Political marketers are the often the biggest WMDs in war between nations, because until a general population is hating the enemy, it is just a handful of political leaders having a pissing fight.
Why should millions or billions of individual humans decide to hate each other and want to kill each other, just because of the words & actions of a few politicians, no matter where they reside or who started it?
Public hatred towards an enemy is one of the most strategically powerful weapons that politicians seek to obtain. They leverage the expertise of professional marketers to predictably accomplish this.
People probably wouldn’t accept or support war like they do, if they only looked at the simple facts of what started it. Too many people get strategically sold a position in human warfare, which often exponentially compounds the destruction.
For maximal happiness, you’ll want to spend a solid chunk of time alone throughout your life in order to get to know yourself on a super deep level. The identity & pleasures that can be unlocked here are a taste of heaven and well worth it.
Some of the hottest alternative nationalities for girls to be from…
- Russian (Russia)
- Ukrainian (Ukraine)
- German (Germany)
- Danish (Denmark)
- Swedish (Sweden)
- Greek (Greece)
- Brazilian (Brazil)
Don’t ya know I’m a play devil? I’m here to electrify your mind with pleasure until you cum. Rawwr!
I’d like to maintain close to zero obligations with lovers & friends throughout my life. Freedom is the only way to fly happy.
The only absolutes of this life are pain, pleasure, & mechanics. Everything else is relative to our individual stories of meaning. So make sure yours is not being chosen for you and that it consistently produces an experience of pleasure. Too many people have subconsciously lost their individualism to mainstream society. Good luck with that.
I cannot feel happy or even comfortable living a normal life. It causes me pain to be normal. I once tried but I now know that it is hopeless to be normal & happy. I must pursue my own exotic way of life in order to have happiness be a remote possibility. I’m beautifully broken.
I’m a new evolved breed of modern human being. I’ve entered the Age of Personal Exploration and am a person who is not afraid to be eccentric, weird, alternative, or taboo in order continuously find & live as my true natural self for maximal happiness. Keep your mainstream acceptability. You can’t touch this shit.
We humans will often close our eyes involuntarily while experiencing peak pleasure through touch or sound. Music & sex. Mmmmm…feel that pleasure.
Knowing how to predictably make several millions of dollars is actually very easy. Getting yourself to do what it takes to implement the plan is the hard part. Even when it seems the opposite is true. This is always the nature of it.
I’m a normal biological poop shitting human and I’m a god damn rockstar! Lick that shit up and love it!
Do kids still run around neighborhoods through other people’s backyards & stuff? It seems like kids don’t do this much anymore due to playing more electronic games & culture shifts of security, at least in many US cities. When I was a kid in the eighties, we had some good times sneaking around, being naughty, and having adventures in the neighborhoods of me & my friends. It felt a bit naughty back then, but it seems more risky to do so now, based on people’s attitudes. Maybe I’m off on this? Damn was that fun though!
Ever notice how most of the meaning we give to things in life is based on people in one fundamental way or another? Take away the other people or change the meaning of people and virtually all experiences in life change at their core.
Much of everything we are doing, our motivations, our meaning, our experiences of mental pain & pleasure, are all built upon our own personal beliefs & experiences of other people. Virtually everything has a people context to it which our own fundamental experience of life is derived from. This means that human connection and our own stories of meaning for other people in various contexts are some of the most elemental components of our happiness.
Happiness doesn’t just come from what you do in your life. Happiness derived from what you’re doing is also positively or negatively multiplied by the story of meaning you consistently believe in throughout your life. Crafting a story of meaning that is transcendent and totally out of this world crazy by most people’s standards is one of the biggest keys to heightened personal happiness.
This is why I’m always further developing my own personal identity, because it is the deep construction of my story, and my buying into it, which amplifies my happiness beyond what mainstream society offers. I still have a lot of subconscious logical bullshit between my ears to replace with my own transcendent fairy tale.
Solid reasonable logic is good for most functional achievement in life. However, crazy emotional beliefs have much more potential for the heightened experience of personal happiness. I want both, but I can ultimately delegate the functional achievement, so I need to primarily focus my personal efforts on my own alternative emotional & identity development.
I’m always consistently working on the further development of my own personal identity. I’ve primarily focused on the various components of it or small groupings of these components. However, now, I’m thinking that I should maybe shift to having more of a focus on directly developing my whole integrated & transcendent identity.
One of the biggest benefits of this is that I’m positioned to feel the ideal total package of me much more, which speeds up the emotional conditioning of it. I’d first have to create a few initial breakthroughs on what exactly makes up the next level of this integrated & transcendent identity. Awesome potential for heightened lifestyle pleasure here if I can gain steady progress with this!
I’m always interested in accounts of overtly eccentric people who have notable influence over mainstream people, especially where they happily accept it.
I’m starting to consistently have dreams in Russian now! I’m meeting Russian people in my dreams and am using the Russian I know to communicate with them. Yes!!
Did I architect the matrix of this life and build in my own imminent “death” just to challenge my true self?
Want a really good tactic for temporarily overcoming pain from rejection & social conflict in your life?
Go search for images of something that brings you mental pain, which has a worse context than your own situation, like brutal human gore photos.
Force yourself to look at & think about them until, within the same sitting, you aren’t being as negatively emotionally affected by them.
Then go take in some multimedia that is attractive & pleasant for you, which you should be appreciating more at this point.
This will likely take away much of your feeling of personal emotional pain for part or all of the day.
From that position of mindfucking yourself, leave the pain behind, and go get some more meaningful pleasure & happiness in your life!
There’s lot’s more life to live beyond this thing!
Some people want to create a perpetual motion machine. I want to create a perpetual pleasure machine. A sophisticated simulated reality would do the trick. I would looooooooove to live long enough to experience this!
I cannot wait to dance & transcend my mind for pleasure in Eastern European trance clubs!! I’ll probably meet God for the first time when spaced out with pleasure there.
It’s really amazing to say & feel that you do not personally care about anyone outside of a core inner circle of friends you love. Especially when your inner circle of people aligns with your own personal desires, it allows you to not fear living as your true inner self through your raw human nature & deepest personal desires. This is how life was always meant to be lived by free humans.
There has been a couple projects that I’ve been trying to get going lately and the momentum is really dead. I see an alternative route to the end goals that is less strategically impactful in external function, but the personal momentum would be much higher. I’m considering going this way a lot more in life by using a “ready” based philosophy of not doing things until they are ready to be done.
What does being “ready” mean? It is a blanket concept covering the elements of my own personal motivation & external functional positioning. I think I’m ready to take my foot off of the gas pedal and patently wait for things I want to be “ready” in my life, before going into an all out achievement mindset with them.
Before my personal transformation last year, I was one of the biggest achievement sluts you could have ever met in life. Now I’m just a slut. Wanna hook up?
Am I really considering publishing & selling a marketing info product? I know it is my professional expertise and it’d be really good ‘n all, but… Me? Really?
Man, I get so fucking sick of business sometimes. It just has so little meaning to me now. Social & creative shit is so much more juicy. Yet, business drives the greenbacks home. Sigh…
Isn’t it hilarious how so many people use the perspective of “We’re all sinners. Nobody’s perfect.” as a subconscious excuse to just continue doing what they want to do? I say drop the bullshit excuse and just do what you want.
I now see that being dependent upon passions for fundamental results, when in lack, turns passion & happiness into pain. It doesn’t matter what it is or how passionate you are about it. If unsuccessfully doing it to resolve a hole of basic need, then the whole thing is going to quickly turn painful. You are usually better off to unencumber your passions from this process and fight through it with traditional market value. Then engage your passions from a content place of having your basic needs resolved.
Creating a life within your own world is a key to extreme happiness. This is about creating a peak environment of conditions & connection to fulfill your personal desires within. Creating the experience of your own world with others in private is key. And creating the experience of your own world with others in public can add to your life too. What does the experience of your dream life in your own custom world look like?
Like virtually all of humanity, I’ve largely pursued my desired life and secondarily pursued the financial resources to support that, which has helped perpetuate the ongoing need to work for money. On one hand, I hate the thought of becoming deeply consumed with accumulating money. On the other hand, it may be the very best way to not have my life perpetually dominated by the need to work for money. The only question is the personal life opportunity cost of giving my desires a back seat until I really resolve my life’s long-term need for financial resources. Going here feels much less inspired, but it oddly also feels more secure for true happiness. I’m intrigued, yet torn. I’m going to investigate this prospective life change now.
Instead of needing to have a priority & focus on making money for the day, week, month, or year, it would be awesome to be in a position to think about how I’m going to make money within decades of time for survival & key personal goals. Ultimately, to be free of money as a priority would be great, yet my life extension desire might not allow that to become a reality. Either way, true economic abundance can be had.
My future self has tasted the pleasures of gods and is willing to go through the pain of hell to keep it. So why not just push myself hard now with whatever shit work that ensures I live this life of my dreams?
