While working on developing a business system for a current venture, I was watching a long documentary on history, government, wars, etc. I always get inspired by different media. I really want to play in more significant parts of life and some things can make my current position seem insignificant. Sometimes I feel like what I am doing currently is a waste. However, I don’t see how to jump straight up to a truly significant position. That is one thing I really want though. I certainly have the capability, just not the external resources. Life can be such a tease and really screw with your state of mind.